T e a r s
Friday, April 27, 2007
-8:23 AM
i hate it when my internet is down, there is so mani things that i need to do T.T
hate it hate it hate it.
on another note.... may is coming!!! which means st fest and cosfest are coming soon... i am so not happy bout it..
things i need now would be...
food
money
music
anime
and last but not least sleep!!!!
class starting soon so until another time BB!!
Friday, April 20, 2007
-3:49 PM
sometimes i really wish that it does not matter anymore but....
i just cant help but keep thinking of it.
why am i getting jealous,
getting jealous of the wrong things
it is just tearing me from the inside.
i really wish that it does not matter anymore...
i hold my head up but i still feel low.
i still think of you.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
-11:35 AM
sometimes i really question my interest.
do i really like them?
or are they there because people around me like them?
am i just trying to fake it?
what do i really like?
where can i find the "me"?
Sunday, April 15, 2007
-12:36 AM
i cant wait for tml dinner!! cant wait cant wait!!! pic spam coming soon !!! XD
ok monday scool is gonna start.. i will miss my holidays... T.T
Monday, April 09, 2007
-11:30 PM
“Teenagers are narcissistic. They have a deep-seated desire to be socially acceptable. There's a lot of elation when kids feel they're part of the crowd. And all this is happening anonymously, behind a screen and a keyboard. Online, they are appreciated, admired, flirted with – If your life isn't so good, somewhere online it's better.” ~ Catherine Butler quote
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-2:12 AM
"We all live with the objective of being happy; our lives are all different and yet the same." - Anne Frank
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-12:51 AM
Ok i just got back from my long day outside....
Went back to school today to finish up some stuff, was suppose to meet and 10, i tot i was late but in the end, the organiser was late herself *roll eyes* We
did work were there from like 10 to 4 like that, it was totally horrible, just thinking of going back for school on week ends sux... to add to that i was easter day... i should be at home eating easter eggs T.T
after that meet up with vanda, and went to get usagi something for this birthday. I saw something i
really really wanted!! too bad money is now a problem... or i would have got it... after that tj join us and we went over to funan , i drop over to visit jan and the other 2 went walking around, *i dun like being light bulb*
meet up again and than walk over to meet usagi for a small gathering, dine at this place which i forgot... all i remember it was this shop which sells fish and chips. Not a bad place to dine at, and i was totally full, because i had mac before the dinner and the dinner was huge, not really huge but it just seems huge after u eat something.
i just realise that i have like 9 cosplays on hand? i am totally dead... i should really drop some....
-12:38 AM
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just listen to kagrra's shizuku, i am a bad fan, i know... track listing,
- Utakata (うたかた)
- Sayounara (さようなら)
- Kaze (風)
- Ishin (維新)
- Hakai (破戒)
- Sadame no Ito (運命の糸)
- 'Sakebi' (「叫び」)
- Kazunda Fuyu no Mukou ni... (霞んだ冬の向こうに、、、)
- Shizuku (雫)
Songs to look out for,
utakata
sayounara
Kazunda Fuyu no Mukou ni...
Saturday, April 07, 2007
-10:12 PM
Because this is just so cute!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=epUk3T2Kfno
do watch for the love of holding hands xD
-1:42 PM
An Cafe:Bonds -Kizuna- translation
Count on your fingers the things that are truly important and needed 1.2.3.4
In the end, the important things are few Whats left is generally unneeded trimmings
People hurt and are hurt You recognize the first time you've been hurt, right
As long as the long silence continues, you'll still be afraid of being alone
Someone who can't even protect the bonds they hae tied is a powerless and monotonous living being
Without succumbing to the cold Ahead of the warmth I'm searching for is only you
I don't want to imagine the truth of being unable to talk or meet with you
Even if the sea of stars opening wide across my shut eyelids were to gently disappear
Even if we were to fight and be pulled around Its not like the relationship of a magnet's north and south poles
There is no freshness but a calm entwined thread doesn't have any resistance
Let's stop doing the most uncool thing of not stepping in after we have made up our minds
I don't need you to understand, just sympathize with me Because I'm bad at putting a price onto words
If its you who knows true kindness, come and undo my pain
In this distance where we're breathing the same air I believe that theres only answer
Ah Undoing a bond Can be unexpectedly simple
Ah Its unexpectedly hard to tie a bond that has come apart
Let's stop doing the most uncool thing of not stepping in after we have made up our minds
I don't need you to understand, just sympathize with me Because I'm bad at putting a price onto words
If its you who knows true kindness, come and undo my pain
The sea of stars opening wide across my shut eyelids will overflow outside of the wharf
-10:27 AM
because i did not want to go to work....
You love to get pampered, take lots of naps, and eat mashed bananas. Okay, we’re only speculating on the mashed bananas.
And really, there's nothing wrong with that stuff. You love to be comfortable and close to the people you love. That stuff's all great! Just be sure to change your diaper every once in a while.
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Thursday, April 05, 2007
-11:09 PM
Ok i will be making a kagrra skin soon.
the alice nine skin looks too gay for me..
i am kind of sad now... so mani drama happening recently...
yes maybe i will just contribute more to the drama soon...
but seriously i cant make up my mind... it is easy to put things together... but it is hard to put it in action. yes i fear alot. but what can i do? maybe i should just give up ya?
-9:43 AM
I am too ugly to cosplay L.
L needs a better cosplayer to do that.
maybe that is why i need longer hair, so that i can cover my whole face ya?
Yes i will not cosplay L any longer.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
-11:48 PM
just watch shounen onmyouji. got myself addicted to it. now watching ep 7. hmm very nice anime it is!! and funny too. vanda thanks for the intro!! *hugs*
sleep for like 3 hours just now than after that did abit of packing up of my room. it is a very boring day today.... just roting at home... yes kazu wuwu and riko went to gelare just now... haiz to even think they never call me go... hmmp. well better luck next time i guess....
"all living things change. when the times comes, trees and flowers change their shape. The same goes for people's hearts. If one has a heart , one can feel pain " - shounen onmyouji
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Monday, April 02, 2007
-1:09 PM
Utakata translation.
song by kagrra
EphemeralDesire pours down on you
Beyond sorrow
If ever we met once more
I would think of your tears
Time flows by
Remembering things from a distant past
On that day the stars
Sparkled more than anything
And i felt eternity
Desire pours down on you
Beyond sorrow
If ever we met once more
I would think of your tears
These fragile scattered thoughts
Brillant like a flower in full bloom
However,often we pass the seasons by
I’m sure you can hear my voice
Meeting and parting
However,much we look back it’s already washed away
By tears,and when
Will they flow so much i will drown
By thoughts of you
Desire pours down on you
At the end of our fate
If ever we met once more
I believe in these feelings i am singing of
These fragile scattered thoughts
Brillant like a flower in full bloom
However,often we pass the seasons by
I’m sure you can hear my voice
If i had wings on my back
I would follow you
On the thread of my memory
And hold you once more
Desire pours down on you
Beyond sorrow
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-11:07 AM
A mighty pain to love it is,
And 'tis a pain that pain to miss;
But of all pains, the greatest pain
It is to love, but love in vain.
Abraham CowleyLabels: quotes
-11:04 AM
"There is a time for departure even when there's no certain place to go." - Tennessee Williams
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-10:38 AM
Ok i have deleted some of the links. Some of them are down and some having no updates so i guess i just take it down.
If you wan me to relink or add your link do comment on the tag board thx!
White prayer is coming out... and i so wanna get it but i still want my dive into the sun. It seems very impossible to get dive into the sun.. but i just hope i can get it T.T how mani pages of tora will i miss?! maybe i should not even aim for the photobook.....
White prayer or dive into the sun? haiz....
Sunday, April 01, 2007
-6:13 PM
i feel so motivated to blog!!
but i guess it has got to do with having a new blog skin. well i always blog alot when i have a new skin rite? or has it got to do with tora on my blog skin xD
So ya... today is one of those boring days where you spend the whole day at home. Was suppose to work today but i just got too lazy which sums up to me staying at home, and sleep for another 4 hours. I am truely amaze with myself today.
what got into me, i dont know... but i better get myself out of this... i do rant a lot rite?
-12:55 PM
Song > Number 6
Artist > alice nine
It's alright to walk slowly,
It's alright to be a bit clumsy,
Right now I want to sing with you
It's a small song for you
I see that always, at any time, I became aware from our quarrelling
How dazzling the sky is
Without fear, no matter what sort of tomorrow, I saw my dreams
And so did the boys
Already, there's nowhere to escape to; I wanted to grasp it, I couldn't grasp it
Covered in wounds, I was searching for the blue bird alone
It's been decided, the finale isn't needed
So the rail changes into a ladder
I expect I'll be able to smile, even more certainly than now
So I wished, if it was that pair of eyes
Although it's a clumsy starting run, walking, I'm able to walk on
I believe myself & my best friends, and you One day, I realized that in the days that I was living, that were made use of
Someday, until the day when I grasp something
Without fear, no matter what sort of tomorrow, I saw my dreams
And so did the boys
Already, there's nowhere to escape to; I wanted to grasp it, I couldn't grasp it
I'll bring us to bring us to the Venus that you were looking at, reach out your hand
If I awake from the dream, what will I speak from?
So the world is ours
If I break the clock and open the cage
Until daybreak, words will be revealed
Although it's a clumsy starting run, walking, I'm able to walk on
I believe myself & my best friends, and you Even the flower that bloomed, and withered
Even the reticent parrot that made no sound
Surely, somewhere, they're smiling.
Because of that, it's alright not to do the impossible
Here, I'm waiting for you.
slowly, but surely and slowly It's been decided, the finale isn't needed
So the rail changes into a ladder
I expect I'll be able to smile, even more certainly than now
So I wished, if it was that pair of eyes
Although it's a clumsy starting run, walking, I'm able to walk on
I believe myself & my best friends, and you Together, until I'm able to be smiling with you, the number sixth; I'll be singing here
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