T e a r s
Thursday, December 28, 2006
-12:46 PM
stupid tora he better take care of himself!! haiz... hope alice nine do well...
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
-2:46 AM
i feel useless....
-1:41 AM
finally for once i cried...
i hate myself sometimes..
wish i could just change that fact that i hate myself...
farking hell something is wrong with me...
i hate it...
sometimes why cant things be simple? fark it ba...
i dont understand myself...
i start to hate people... dont make me hate you...
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
-9:39 AM
ok it is the time of the yr where u make your new yr resolution and yr year reveiw. wakkaka gonna start writing mine.
-9:14 AM
ok i know this is late but MERRY XMAS to all that read or care to read my blog xD sound kind of sad but ya haha
ok lets blog how i spend my eve and my xmas!!
eve>
working in the morning. nothing really to blog other than the sales was good today. it was like alot alot of people and there were no funni request. the only request i keep getting is : " can we exchange if the size do not fit? " so ya.. nothing really much. after work went to aries house. not really familar with her but just go over, rather than spending xmas eve ALONE at home. so i went to aries house and it was totally fun. err we had alot of drinks and all and i did not slp like 6? where i slp like for 1 hr only and than get my ass off. * ok should this be under xmas or xmas eve? *
ok back at home i slp like until 3 than woke up. xmas itself was very boring for me. no one ask me go out... or rather no one i wanna go out wif ask me go out.. so i dun wanna me so thick skin and ask ppl to go out haha. family all gone oversea and all. and they did not leave me any money. it is good to have smart family members... so for this 6 days i cant really go out since i dun have any money... wtf rite? haha so my xmas was spend at home alone looking at my lappy. maybe my friend is rite, there is nothing really special bout xmas....
to keep the record> thx all!!!
alice nine ablum > riko kazu zumi
chocolate > jing
tora pic > willow
heart and star > chibi
thx all that gave me something to open on boxing day haha
Friday, December 22, 2006
-8:57 AM
ok i slpt for like only 4 hrs?
somethings in life u just got to deal with it. you are not the only one going through it. i do take on the role of a friend but calling me like 5 times until i pick up the phone at 8 15 in the morning isnt gonna get you into my good book. and if having someone screaming at you for the first thing in the morning sounds with only 4 hrs sleep isnt going to like help your with your problems. i am a friend, i take on the role of a friend not a punching bag. do not come calling me when you have problems and expect me to solve them and after tt just disappear and repeat it over and over again. i hate it when people
ask expect me to take on the role of a friend just to solve their problems when they just take me as some peace maker or just some punching bag.
sometimes u just need to know why i dont pick up calls.
-4:00 AM
i wounder why am i still up at such an unholy hr haha
anyway today done packing half my room. alot of thigns to clear... saded.. tml will be the next hlaf i guess...
willow> take care hor!!!
Thursday, December 21, 2006
-1:55 PM
sometimes the worst thing to do is to tell someone your like the person.
if you dont tell you will never know but what if you tell and the person dont like you ?
issit better to remain as friends ?
does telling makes it better or does telling makes it worst ?
will the feeling go on or will it just fade away?
would you rather wait for would you rather say?
are you sure of yourself?
i am scare ... cos it does not go like "i like u do u like me?" it does not go like this... a yes would be great but what if it is a no? it makes it harder to tok to each other. it makes it harder to go out with. it just makes one feels bad... sometimes i rather be friends...
sometimes words kill....
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
-7:53 PM
T.T shang gone back to aus liao.. will miss him so much... really 2 week is not enough for a friend like him... until he come back again ba.. haiz...
on a better note, thx so much for the xmas gift zumi riko and kazu!! love u guys lots!!! alice nine stuff!!!! wakakaka nothing better to say than thx!!! owe u guys lots and lots and lots!! dunno if i really am a nice person or not coz spending so much on me is like O.O *hugs u guys* haha thx !!
Monday, December 18, 2006
-10:12 AM
i dun really know what to blog bout for eoy... it just seem that i screwed myself maybe not enough effort ba... but it is good to know that i have a great team thx alot!! *hugs everyone*
anyway just like to say some thx to ppl
riko> thx for everything!! all the help, suggestions and also thx for forming the team!! if not i would not have such a great time. no pics with you so fri ok?
izu> have to say thx for dragging me into the team xD thx for all the help and leting me use ur sewing machine. did a really great job!!
kazu> thx for all the help with the team and all. cheer up ok? better to lose a wig than a friend rite?
chibi> u did a really great job hur hur *nake*
wuwu> ur oro really pwns!! u are setting standards with your cosplays!! great job
sh> nice kimi!! i totally like ur kimi great effort and got to say lucky ur wig came and that u never give up *hugs*
willow> u are so cute!! ur contacts was really cool
jing>next event i am so going to stalk u!! too bish liao
zep> thx so much and i think u totally rock!!
sheepy> first time meeting u ^^ and u willow sure are cute haha
yoshi> too bad did not see ur big big sword... not really nicely done but anyway good job!!
ariki> u did a really great job!! *pats* dun stress urself too much the next time ok? *and ur props look wrong* and hope to help out next yr too!!
usagi> send pics!! haha or hard to comment.
pecky and jem> thx so much for the help and all with the ig. and pecky really got to thx you for helping out for the whole eoy. owe u one.
hii chan> u did a great cos!! and thx for looking after our stuff!!
kuroicho> we will do another great cos next yr!!
the whole anbu team> u all totally rock!! thx for the help and all ! hope to cos together again!!
photoshoot this friday hope to see u guys there!! *xmas coming hope that this post will get more present * haha
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
-3:08 AM
Well,was tagged by orson and willow so yup, doing this quiz!
. You have a tendency to...
-eat more than i should
. You think that the world is...
- stupid , and cynical
. You want to...
- break free from this world
. You hate to...
- live up to someone expectation
. You view the world as...
- a place where humans eat each other
. You think that humans are sometimes worse than...
- me
. You behave like...
- animal
. You want to...
- eat sleep rot
. Love is...
- cynical
. You like your life because...
- i get to be me.
Tag 7 people...
anyone who cares XD
-1:35 AM
ok i bought the contacts which SUPPOSE to make ur eyes look bigger but it did not work!! so either my eyes are already big or i have just been cheated... haiz... pay 23$ for nothing... should have like just got the korea ones... which are like 50$ but they make ur eyes look so big until as if they are going to drop out!! haha
ok now playing msn games wif kazu. should say that i am bored until really nothing to do. maybe i am just lazy cant find other games to play or just that games dun really appeal to me right now... i think i am too busy liao. msn is like screwing up so blog abit?
anyway abit happi today. after giving the tok and all. saw zep and haruko. should say that zep is really bish and haruko looks like florence as in the faci XD but haruko looks cuter wakakaka back to wad i am going to say... did the tok today and settle all the breifing stuff. i hope on that they nothing screws up!! i mean after like puting effort into something u really hope i wont screw up rite? all the best to the helpers!! ppl are like telling me they wanna do than last min tell me they cannot do... i hate such losers... make up ur mind plz!! but i am happi that my friends did try to come and help me find helpers for this. *sudoku too is still loading*
eoy is on like sat? and there is still riko and gr b.day on friday, class dinner tml and still need go out wif shang... i think i am more or less broke.. ok i am broke but try to make it sound nicer XD
for eoy i still need to like get my scrolls done and i think i am ok already... got the mask done a few days back and i am very happi wif it. i tot we will be using paint but end up we did not. ok if u consider the spray paint than yes we did use paint but other than that no paint. i hope i do a good job!! seriously.. was chating with chibi just now... thinking of wad to do if there is 2 days for cosfest... haiz...
parents are a nag now... i am ok that my bro did not bring anything back from jap for me and did not even help me find the flyers... but seriously i can stand him showing off what he got for other people. and i do not like it when people wakes me up during my nap... who would?
ok play 2 rounds of hard sudoku and really tire... shall get some slp...
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
-10:09 AM
yo all back to blog again!!
short post short post!!
kind of feel bad leting shang shop himself and get by days himself but TOO BAD!! i am busy
and EOY > than shang!! so ya... anyway later going back scool... i just miss scool sometimes. ok u know i am bluffing....
so busy this few days.. dun even noe wad i am toking now... *wacks myself*
will just end it here.
btw X by clamp is really nice anime.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
-9:57 AM
i am just a sad sad soul....
-8:37 AM
did i memtion i just end my judo career yesterday by tearing my gi?
got this from
panda vanda blog XD
10 things i want for christmas:
01) angry from H.naoto need the links?
02) jacket the furry collar ones XD
03) bags!!
04) alice nine DVD XD
05)
live size tora poster u did not see it did u?
06) red contacts
07) blood red converse shoes!!
08) tickets to japan or maybe hongkong
09) tops and bottoms from H.naoto
10) always wannted this = a dog
10 people i want for christmas (
can i fill it all up with tora?):
01) tora <3
02) saga
03) bou
04) SHANG Yes ShAnG!!
05) Nao
emo kid lacks love06) seiryuu <3
07) mana *watch him spin @.@*
08)
cute loli gals
09)
cute jap gals
10) anyone as long as it comes wif a gift XD
Friday, December 08, 2006
-8:28 PM
done wif the blog skin!! i think i still lack some things in it... oh well... maybe edit it again...
ok done wif my mask and got myself the contacts so ya... check list time!!
-mask
-costume
-boots-eye brows
-brushes
-scroll
-contacts
-weapon-make up
so still got some more things to settle hope to get it done soon... eoy is like next week? haha.
really fun having shang back in sg XD will blog bout it once i get the ics... oh well...
Saturday, December 02, 2006
-6:57 AM
Friday, December 01, 2006
-3:15 PM
wooot dec is here!! which means it is going to be the end of the yr and also xmas is coming!! weeeeeee *bless me*
anyway will be meeting someone next tue... going to skip scool for that and to that stupid person plz hor u are not so great make me skip scool i alreadye plan to skip haha
ok i have been thinking of my future.. what should i do next time? should i go uni to study microbiology, stem cell or should i just go uni to study chemistry? i dunno wad to do.... it all seem so interesting and i just cant make up my mind..
ok for module selection i still dont know what i want to do..... ok this are all my choice...
3) Core-Specialization
Option I. Biotechnology
Select 4 from 4 module units
Option II. Biopharmaceutical Technology
Select 4 from 4 module units
| A361 | Bioprocess Technology |
| A362 | Product and Process Development /
GMP Biomanufacturing I |
| A363 | Product and Process Development /
GMP Biomanufacturing II |
| A364 | Analytical Instrumentation |
Option III. Biotechnology Enterprise
Select 4 from 4 module units
| G252
| Developing Enterprise
|
| A382
| Industrial and Food Biotechnology
|
| A383
| Biotech Management and Marketing
|
| A384
| Bioprospecting and Innovation
|
4) Electives
Select 2 from 12 module units
| A103
| Anatomy and Physiology
|
| A233
| Pharmacology and Toxicology
|
| A241 | Cell Culture |
| A311
| Bioinformatics
|
| A331 | Cell Cycle and Oncology |
| A332 | Structural Biology
|
| A341 | Stem Cell and Tissue Engineering |
| A342
| Biosensor Technology and Biomedical
Devices
|
| A343 | Drug Discovery and Development |
| A344
| Clinical Trials
|
| A345
| Biomaterials
|
| A351 | Medical Microbiology |
so wad should i do? it totally sux....
happi birthday to mayo before i forget XD
-3:14 PM
ahhh holidays are coming!!! end of this week!! wakakaka. ok was suppose to be next wednesday but for me monday is a free day and wednesday is suppose to be the start so might as well skip tues haha
recently i dunno why alot of ppl are asking me out to eat so need do some planing..
BMC - dunno when
with classmate - 13/12
with ex classmate - 22/12
with shang and co - uncomfirm
yes i have officially having 4 "dates" and i dun think it would cost cheap * judging from the fact than my friend wanted to go olive tree to eat which charge 40 per head * so i guess i have to do abit of saving and get a job!! xmas is also coming and there is alot of things still not settle yet!! alot of presents to buy too... and the list keeps adding... sometimes i really hate having friends haha.
