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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
-9:35 PM
holiday is coming soon and i have got to do something bout my blog skin....
my family is geting wireless broadband soon but the problem is that there is no point geting wireless if u dun let ur son use the internet when u are home. i rather sick to the wire....
oh well.... grades not really good this sem... i bet i will get a couple of D and C i would not hope to get a A at any rate... this would really pull my whole gpa down... fark it... but who to blame? can only blame myself rite?
end this boring post here... and yes i am reminded to make a new skin XD
Friday, November 24, 2006
-10:37 AM
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-1:27 AM
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Thursday, November 23, 2006
-8:22 PM
i am too bored and so i shall just copy this from shang XD hope u dun mind hor!!
just for fun!!
YOU CAN ASK ME FIVE QUESTIONS::
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
No matter how random, reveling, rude, naughty or pointless
I promise to answer them 100% truthfully
All questions are COMPLETELY confidential...
If u do not send a blank copy to all your contacts first...
are you afraid of what people may ask you??
copy this, and send it to my email.
i'll post the question and answer it.
will remain anonymous if u want. hahaha
-2:26 PM
woot i think i am going jap next yr!!! wakakka go wif my class mates =x now plan still not comfirm but i think sure be fun...
current plan would be
japan = around dec
hongkong= around start of the yr
i think i need cancel some of my cosplay plan? xD or i will die.....
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
-10:05 AM
nice lyrics nice song wad else can i say? * and i never tot that urei means sorrow XD *
Artist: Kagrra,
Title: Urei (Sorrow)
Words: Hitoshi
Music: Kaggra
Ah embraced by the wind
love blows into the distance
the sky I took a glance to was too bright
when it drifts slowly,
the nostalgia disturbs my heart
stars for the heavens, flowers for the earth
and for me, you were
pulling you close, for a kiss
we smiled at each other
ah... embraced by the wind
love blows into the distance
the sky I glanced up towards,
closes in, and washes away
I smelled the scent of those days
on you who turned your back on me
gently letting out your hair.
the tears streak down my cheeks.
Ah embraced by the wind
love blows into the distance
the sky I took a glance to was too bright
if I could have been with you longer
if only I had noticed sooner
locking our fingers together,
never to be pulled apart, to live forever
embraced in the wind, love is fading away
embraced in the dazzling wind,
love blows into the distance
the sky I glanced up at is dyed in a pale color
the time when dreams blew
when sweet smelling flowers scattered
when I close my eyes,
even now, there you are.
source Labels: Songs
Saturday, November 18, 2006
-7:18 AM

You are The Lovers
Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.
The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.
Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
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Wednesday, November 15, 2006
-8:06 AM
someone plz remind me what am i doing in scool!
Monday, November 13, 2006
-11:31 AM
i become so bored that i tok this test... stupid test...
| Your Love Style is Agape |
 You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. |
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-1:44 AM
like what cpf ssay before hope is for the hopeless.
i need hope. so what does it tell you?
-1:32 AM
sakura drops - utada hikaru
Falling in love, saying goodbye
With a vow that this is the last heartbreak
Even the cherry tree, swaying in the wind
Will eventually blossom
Falling in love, saying goodbye
With a vow that this is the last heartbreak
Even the cherry tree, swaying in the wind
Will eventually blossom
Why have I suffered
Almost the same blows such countless times?
But even so, I'll probably fight again
That is one of life’s mysteries
Falling in love, giving it everything
With a wish that this is the last heartbreak
Even the cherry tree, swaying through time
Will eventually blossom
In the revolving seasons
My shoes are wearing out, more and more
Let go the tension in your shoulders
So you can seal away the past somewhere
From here they're probably not too far
Sceneries you haven’t even seen
I want to overcome the ceaseless pain in my chest
And become closer to you
I have wandered about once and returned
Always grasping for the blue sky
Falling in love, saying goodbye
With a vow that today's the first good day
Everything, even the cherry tree, swaying in the wind
Softly reaches out toward you
I love you I love you, it can't be helped
That has nothing to do with this
source
-1:21 AM
another sucky grade to make my day...
i screw up today and i will screw up tomorrow. my exisistence is to screw things up.
Saturday, November 11, 2006
-9:33 AM
i am starting to break down.. i dont know why but i am breaking down....
i cant find a purpose in life...
i get bad grades...
i get worried over little things...
i wan to skip scool...
i hate my class...
i stop toking to some people...
i hate my family
i hate not having money
what is my purpose now? why am i always toking but i dont do it? yes i wanna go jap but why cant i just get my ass to get jap class? i wanna get good grades but why dont i work hard? i feel so tired... my class is not even helping me with my grades at all... i dislike them... i really envy those ex classmate of mine... they just seem to have someone they know in class... and i have got to start wif a class where i dun know anyone and have to "find" a new friend... yes maybe i am still stuck in the mud... i hate geting bad grades but i just know how to complain only and not work for it... i screwed up my test and all...
what do i have in life now? cosplay? j rock? anime ? comics ? i know that isn't the only thing that revolves around me but i dont seem to care bout other things... sometimes i really wounder what do i really live for.... fark it...
i hate myself......
Thursday, November 09, 2006
-8:39 AM
morning all!!!
currently having the PSC craze!! first was alice nine than kagrra and now gazette !! woot!! haha
ok i got to admit the first thing that draws me to a super star is more or less the looks and the "fashion" and next comes the music!! wakakaka
alice nine> i got to say this is the band that got me into Jrock XD very good looking ppl and also nice fashion ( this is a love hate thing coz love> nice, hate> hard to cos...) i like the songs but not all ba... some songs are reallly nice but some are not really my liking.
kagrra> nice song USE to have nice image ( too bad they tone down) but yes i like their songs.
gazette> abit new to this but i got to say they have got good songs!! silly god disco, Cassis , toguro to name a few ( all this are what i have listen so far so dun mind me.)
class wanna start now so blog later *i hope*
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
-8:21 AM
bad way to start a day...
slept at 3 last nite and woke up at 6 today... too bad today got test or i skip liao T.T
than now got a cold and also stormach pain... everyone got their bad day...
Monday, November 06, 2006
-3:01 AM
holy shit i wanna cry liao!!! some stupid cosfuck did alice nine...
http://i114.photobucket.com/albums/n...i/IMG_0198.jpghttp://i114.photobucket.com/albums/n...i/IMG_0193.jpgcompare to this
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v510/koshinaka/zz5en.jpg
take look and scare ur eyes...
and this is wad they said...
"kOn nIchIwa~~
haha...domo domo domo...!!! for all ya support...
we won't disappoint u all man..=p=p
hmm..n oso pls ask more of ur frens to support us..n alicenine too..arigato..!!!
don 4get bout our alicenine photo shoot durin eoy..hohoho..!!! so if u saw us walkin ard in A9 costume..don b afraid to come upon us..haha=p=p
hehe..tats all for now..any ques..!?!? pls feel free to ask here...?!!!?!?!?? ja"
leo wanna cry liao T.T
Sunday, November 05, 2006
-10:24 AM
listening to DAI fuka mori now... kind of miss them... i started off j pop with ayumi and than do as infinity koda kumi and than utada hikaru... i got to say i am not a majour fan of DAI but i just miss their songs... tao tangerine dream fuka mori and all... and now after j pop i have move on to j rock. i carry some of the jpops with me and leave some behind... ppl are like that... after awhile we tend to forget bout things and other ppl and just move on with our life... no point dwelling in what we once do rite? maybe i should just move on with my life...
will finish this post when i get back home ba...
-1:59 AM
currently am piss... but wadever lah
shall start my diet tml...
Saturday, November 04, 2006
-11:56 PM
meme again from willow -.-
IN THE PAST 24HOURS HAVE YOU:
1) Cried: No
2) Wore Jeans: Yes *tried it in the fitting room =x*
3) Met someone: yes
4) Done laundry: No..
5) Went Hungry: Yes forever plz
6) Talked on the phone: chat with cheapo.
7) Said I love you: No why not i say it now. I LOVE YOU. done
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
8) Yourself: yes
9) Your friends: yes
10) Tooth Fairy: if she put 1000 than yes otherwise no
11) Destiny/ Fate: hitsuzen XD no fate no destiny there is only hitsuzen XD xxxholic for more info
12) Ghosts: Yes there is alot of scary ppl
13) UFO: Ya my friend is ET.
FRIENDS AND LIFE:
14) Do you ever wished you had another name?: Yes
15) Do you like anyone?: why would i not like?
16) Which one of your friends acts most like you: pecky? i think..
17) When you cried the most who was there: until now... no one XD
18) Whats the best feeling in the world?: knowing that you have a friend there.
19) Whats the worst feeling in the world?: not doing things that you know you can do.
20) What time is it now?: 11.57
WHICH IS BETTER:
21) Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate!!
22) Coke or pepsi: same...
23) Love or LUST: lust coz it last wakakka
YOUR PICK:
24) Mac or KFC: Mac im lovin it
25) Single or group dates: Single 1 v 1
26) Adidas or Nike: nike?
27) Lipton Tea or Nestea: lipton tea XD
28) Cauppucino or coffee: cauppucino * ice blend only*
YOU:
29) smoke: nope
30) Curse: yes, show me cosfuck alice nine pics and you will hear it.
31) Take a shower: who dont?
32) Have a crush: ya
33) Think you've been in love: hmm...
34) Like school: use to
35) Want to get married: dun think so..
36) Think you're a heath freak: dunnno wad is this..
IN THE PAST MONTH:
37) drink alcohol: yup
38) Gone to the mall: yes
39) Been on stage: no..
40) Eaten sushi: yesterday
41) Been dumped: nope
42) Gone skating: dun like skating to start with
43) Dyed your hair: nope
44) Changed who you want to be: tora to saga and saga to tora?
45) I love: myself
46) I hide: sweets to work just now
47) I miss: the big head shang
48) I need: money money and more money!!! maybe give me tora or saga and i will give up money XD
Seven people you would like them to do:
- Nanny Jing
- riko
- sh90
- adrian * got lj liao so no excuse *
- you see
- and
- you do.
-9:33 AM
my eyes are like so not use to the contacts.. and the contacts keep droping out... arghz... so much for the green contacts... yesterday went out wif izu and kazu yes i skip scool again... go apple and than go kino and than suki sushi and back to kino to get my arena 37 deg and home... so tire hence did not come only to bitch.... i start to dislike this certain someone coz they are acting like some farking posers... end of story here XD
wooot i think i will be spending alot... kodona rox, looks cute and all but than yes they are very expensive... and just to add, mana brand is the killer XD until now i have not really settle all my EOY stuff geting very very worried...
-9:27 AM
ok after i do this i dunno if i wanna laugh or wad. now that i know how much i noe my friend XD
1. What colour does willow like???
- black red? omg i dunno!!
2. What food does willow not like to eat???
-errmm good question
3. willow is your...
- friend online friend
4. willow is a...
-alice nine saga freak!! funni lame cute and errmm emo!!
5. willow wears...
-punk
6. Do you love willow more than a friend???
- no... all are equal XD
7. What if willow confesses to you???
-good question but i dun think she will XD
8. willow bites...
-nataku!!
9. 5 people to do this are...
-riko
-sh90
-kazu
-izu
-yoshi
10. Instructions for these people are...
- Change all Willow to Leo... And answer accordingly... Have fun!!!!
Friday, November 03, 2006
-12:14 PM
head so pain Y.Y who to blame? can only blame myself... yesterday slp so late lor.. 4am in the morning than today wake up at 8... smart rite some ppl... T.T who to blame? can only blame myself.
Thursday, November 02, 2006
-9:29 AM
leo is here to blog again!!
today it is like so sain... anyway wad is there to blog bout is my stupid parents. yes again it si them who i got piss off. let me tell u why. for the N time they have like piss me off and now it is cos they are bias. farking hell lor. me bro fail all his test and i got good grades but he gets to use the com and i dun... he gets to go to jap and i dun... so is this fair? and my parents dare to say " u tell me wad is not fair. buy u a zen v+ liao not happi ar?" ok plz the zen v+ i can get it myself. compare to the trip to jap which is more farking expensive? so they reward ppl who does badly rite? so fark them!! and after that they start picking into my hobby. cosplaying i have not like use any of ur money i earn and cos wif my own money so plz mind ur own farking bissness
blog again later ba... going get some food..