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Name. Leo
Age. 19
School. Rp
Email.leo.1808@hotmail.com
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Done
Shuhei cosfest06
puri puri toru
naruto sai anbu
L death note

Currently
Moses Blood+
Ulquiorra cosfest07
saichou FOR

Uncomfirm
Korou demonbane
Chris KOF
chip guilty gear
laguna cosfest07
alice 9 tora st'fest
MAR alviss
naruto tobi

Wish Travel
hongkong
japan
thailand

Wish list
red contacts
grey contacts
camera
ticket to any country in my travel list
blood red shoes
sheatland sheep dog
kagrra alice nine love!!
get to see tora alice nine
new handphone

-9:32 AM

i am piss now... i am depress and yes i am really depress.
geting into a row wif ur parents in the early morning is something that u wanna avoid. i am having high sucide instinct now...

i wanna get some panadol and eat all of them or juz hang myself, or juz take a knife or juz go jump off a building and die. i dun understand why my parents keep poking into wad i am doing everytime... it does not make me happi... and fark wad is wrong with playing the computer in the early morning? i dun wan some stupid replys like "ur parents are concern for you" coz wad i can say is i dun give a damn. when ever we get into a row i am farking sick coz what they always say "this is my house and all" crap it ok? this sux u noe it is like whenever they cannot tok back or "they are wrong" they will always say this. and everytime they ask to compromise thing it is a one sided thing. coz it is always " it is my house so u have to live by the rules " i am totally sick of it.fark it i dunno why i live and wad is my purpose on earth. why do my parents need to excersie so much control over me? why do they have to farking care wif i play in the morning or at nite? it is like hey i am going work than i will not play until like tomorrow in the morning cant they juz let me play? fark them ok when i give way do they give why? they juz wan their ways or wadever fark it is. i dun feel human anymore. i really question my exisitence. wadever i do it is juz a failure or wadever fark all end up wif some kind of fakring crap load of junk. wad am i really good at? is my exisitence important?

i wanna give them the silent treatment and yes i will. i will start geting my stuff by my own. i really wanna get out of this house...


-5:44 PM

ok i am piss yes i am piss. why? because i cant get my kirill. my mum would not wan pay half for me or even lend me money. it is like 200$$ more i can get kirill already but my KIND mother will not even lend me a single cent so ya fark it ok? i will juz go on a cold with my parents lah lah like ya i am already in a cold war with my dad but yes i am not toking to my mum liao. so ya maybe i will not eat at home liao or wad lor see first lah hor fark it. i hate the feeling of not able to get something coz of juz a few things like for example my kind mother who refuse to lend me 200$? ya so yes fark it.

anyway i am hook onto kagarra which is like totally cool!! haha it is not their looks or wad but yes their music is really good. i like the jap fusion of their music. hmm some songs to reccomand

urei
koi
omou
kodotama

so if u are interested can go try ^^


-4:00 PM




-11:41 PM

i am farking sad now.. T.T kirill is out and i really wan him... T.T fark it lor... mum dun wan lend money for me farking hell lor... 700-800 like tt... fark ok? i really hate this feeling..

feel so useless... feel like a doll. helpless and useless unless there is someone there to control you... T.T


-1:14 PM

Dear dolfie owners, DOD have juz release 3 new dolls and they are HOT!!! and ya u will get burn by them.

Kirill
ivan
ducan

are they juz hot or wad? LOL so dear leo have decided that he will stop cosplay, steal, rob, black mail work and save up for the kirill and ducan. which are like so hot!!! LEO WANS IT and LEO WILL GET IT !!! it is time to save!!!!!


-10:05 AM

i hate my new class!! i cant believe i am saying this but ya i hate my new class.

the first grade i got back was immuno, which i think totally sux. i got a B!! ok i dunno why i am making such a hoo ha over a B but yes this is all the motivation i need. i wan an A!! maybe i am too over ambitious or wad.. but yes i wanna go into a uni and i wanna do well in my modules. and geting a B is not wad i need... which means i need to study for uts. yes i am ambitious. i am not prepare to be like last sem where i got a C+ which pull all my grades down. i wan straight A this sem and by the look of my class, the grading system of the faci i dun think i can get striaght a. so i think i will juz study for uts, which i never do!! ad hope that i will get As...

it juz seem so MOTIVATIVE when u get a B for ur first grade.


-10:53 AM

ok i have not been bloging for a long time...

this month i have juz notice i am spending alot.. and ya yesterday caculated how much i earn and spend... i really think i should save... or issit because there are so mani things this month that i feel so squeezed? i feel like i am going to burst wor..so ya... i think i will try to save a much as i can to pay off zen and get another 2 dolls? and my cosplay and stuff... and also i need start saving for stuff liao.. so my target is to save up at least 30 every week for my allowance...

1) bring bread to eat in scool
2) go home eat dinner
3) dun go out so much

but ya wadever lor i will juz try to save up ba.. fark

arghz i dunno why but i start to hate forums and all. i really feel that people are juz over spaming and all. it juz gets more and more irriating. it is like errmm how do i put it... u go to forum to get important stuff settle and yet there are ppl who juz spam for the sake of spaming.if u dunno it makes reading things much more errmm... harder. i am not trying to pin point anyone here but than do reflect on ur actions ba. a thread that is suppose to provide information turning into a spam thread? so are u trying to tell me that the spam is something important that we must take note? anyway fark it.


-8:06 AM

wakakka i am going to get alice 9 number 6 and guess wad it is limited ed!!! wakakaka pre-ordering it thx to pecky for helping me wakakak so happi wor!!! i think i will stare at the screen of the tv when i get it lol i know i am crazy.

anyway today change class... haiyo.. i will seriously miss my old class.... which means... no more..
-durian cant make fun of him liao which is a good thing.
- tudong gang
-hala pork
-clay
-m2m
-craping wif the class
-bitching wif the class
-pecky leng down symdrome...

i will miss all those... and ya my class dun seem to have funni ppl... all now face like so errm errm...serious de? haha i hope i can do a good job ba... anyway i am addicted to alice 9 and kagrra for now. so anyone wif good pics u noe wad to do wakakakka


-10:44 PM

from izu LJ

My ex classmates are funni ppl

Maybe I should try geting more sleeeeeep and more moeny

I don't understand why are some ppl so naggy

I lose my head when it blows up

People say I'm ebil T.T

Love is LEO!! coz leo is love!!! haha

Somewhere, someone is having sex XD that always happen or how we get babies?

I will always remember that i have good friends.

Forever is when i am in a dream.

I never want to eat shit

I think the current US president is errmm a bush?

When I wake up in the morning i feel like eating!!

My past is something which is nothing

I get annoyed by YOU!!cosfarks XD

Kisses are the best when u wanna kiss.

Tomorrow is a mystery. yesterday is history. Today is a gift that is why it is call the present

I really want 20% of wad bill gates have. i am not greedy rite?

I have low tolerance for people that dun respect me.


-10:15 PM

Jan
Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.
Feb
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
Mar
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.
Apr
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains.
May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited.
Jun
You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!
Jul
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
Aug
Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an "every thing's peachy" attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of "that someone". Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by "no pain no gain" caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter.
Sept
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.
Oct
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.
Nov
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.
Dec
This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible... Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.


-9:37 PM

today was ok... whenwent to eat chicken rice with pecky today than after that go over to izu house to do some props making. and ya today class list come out liao i am in w35M which totally suck lah i dunno anyone expect for a few and it does not help to make be feel bad that other ppl are in the same class!!! fark it.... haiyo... i think i am going crazy liao... dun blog liao i really think i am going crazy liao... thursday scool start liao so ya... good luck to my new sem?

anyway fuck it


-11:29 AM

ok juz change my blog skin... had been working so not much time cum come online.. sad rite? haha anyway i think i should say this yesterday err but today also can ba..

HAPPI BIRTHDAY TORA!!!

ok i am going crazy over tora and saga XD hmm anyway nothing much to update also.. coz working mah i dun think i would be ranting bout my work liao coz rant bout work abit sain hor ? so ya... errmm errmm anyway good day and bye!! later going jem house XD


-1:36 AM

grades for sem 1 yr 2 is finally out. i am happi that i did ok for this sem... errmm final result
3A 1 C+. i really hate that C+. if only i have not take genetics and stuff fark it lor.. i dunno how to the fark my friends get A and B+ for it but really fark it!!!! it pulled my whole grade down... i was like expecting at least a B lah not so bad rite? than give me a C+ T.T totalyl saded... but cannot blame ba... like wad pecky said i dun study for ut i lan lan i flower leasson get C+ i should deserve it.... ya maybe like wad she said i deserve it lah... so ya fark it juz have to work harder next sem i think.. now gpa is like 3.43 and 0.07 more to get into uni? and because of my dislikeness for flower and genetics i have endanger myself... wadever do i look like i care? haha

anyway today was ok ba... went to tailor today and was like total cost for costume will be like not more than *** but than add in the cloth and such i think the amount will go higher...sometimes i wounder why i spend so much time and effort into cosplay... issit worth it after all? it is like there are ppl there saying that this is wrong that is wrong u are not in char or wadever they can think of but can they do it first? why do they wan to flame ppl tt badly? and the most important thing, issit constuctive comments? well i dun mind being flame if i did a bad cosplay coz i will juz shoot myself in the head but than if i did put in money and effort into the cosplay than why flame? there are always better ppl out there, and wadever u do ppl can and will still be able to point out mistake.i can even fault with the best cosplayers. and wad u are trying to say when u say that i am not doing a good cosplay? i mean it sounds retard but issit cosplay for fun and making new friends? why lift the limit of it until it become such a flamable thing? if cosplayers/ cosplayer costume dun suit u than fark off coz we did put in effort and stuff but ya i do agree that sometimes some ppl do very horrible bad cosplay which is more or less subjected to flaming but for those average cosplayer come on we did put in effort ok... u wan u give constuctive feedback coz like it or not everyone is a cosfark... ok i am woundering why my post today become a rant instead. haha but anyway if u wan rant anything bout me or comment anything bout my cosplay tell it to my face or at least my msn lah ok... or how do u wan me to improve? telling me "ur 69 aka shuuhei aka 9th squad vice cap is a good cosplay" does not give me rooms to improve u noe? i need constuctive feedbacks and not flames like " you are so out of char" " ur face dun look like him" get wad i mean? tell me things i can change not things i cannot do anything do it...

wad will u do if i tell u i like u? will u like me back? this is so random. but ya i think i am being stupid or wad... i am juz like so naive to think that some things will juz happen. there is no feelings than dun give myself feelings. i hate this thing call false hope... and the person is not making things clear at all... when u try to forget someone and the person keeps reminding u of their exsistance how does it feel? it is like already hard enough to let got and the person keeps coming back... hmm or should i say it is like a fire burning. when u wanna let it burn finish that time someone else throw in more feul... enjoy the feeling? i dun... and i pray that the person dun read this... cos i dun wan the person to know ba... i will juz fold the problems into crane and let it fly away ba... and hope it dun fly back... but i will still carry hope for us... fakr fark why and i still saying that... ok i will say it again i will juz forget bout this. ya i think that is better ba...

i can only cosplay myself best....

*somehow need redo blog skin. someone remind me plz*


-9:09 AM

yes i am so happi *as if* cos my grand pa is coming over my house for a few days to slp and i am not inform of anything until now? i hate this kind of arrangement i mean why must my grandpa come over to my house when there are other relatives? and worst of all slping in my room.... farking no privacy lah i mean not as if i need privacy but i hate it cos ppla re using my room when i am not inform? wtf? hate it hate it... i think i will juz slp in my living room. and the farking hell grandpa slp at 9 and wake up the next day at 6? wtf? i think i will juz leave the house when i wake up. maybe go join archery ig XD seems like fun haha and errmmm ya.. yesterday go pecky house and cook lah lah and also go there drink.. i am farking stupid lah drink where got ppl drink one shot everything de.. 1 can i abit cannot make it liao... arghzz....

if ppl lend u something plz dun ask so mani question. and dun even comment that it is not good and stuff like that coz it will juz piss the shit out of the person who lend u that thing. ppl lend u better be happi liao still complain so much owe u issit? i can farking hell not lend u de u noe?
enough rant for today lah lah get going liao bye bye and cya all tonite?

* my farking ineternet is giving me farking problem *


-10:00 AM

working sux.... arghz... will update when i get back tonite.. anything u wanna tok to me about plz tok to me tonite thx alot!!! will be on9 bout 11 +? ya? so errmm tok to me that ba.

revive> maybe toking to you tonite see how first XD


-10:00 AM

working sux.... arghz... will update when i get back tonite.. anything u wanna tok to me about plz tok to me tonite thx alot!!! will be on9 bout 11 +? ya? so errmm tok to me that ba.

revive> maybe toking to you tonite see how first XD


-2:23 AM

anyone interested in bleach team for cosfest 07? let me noe ya? me doing wuwu wakakaka


-12:36 AM

ok juz came back from outing with the gang XD hmm was fun i guess but for me... i dunno is the food or wad... i juz feel so sick of it and i dun wanna eat much... and than i feel left out...nvm dun worry bout me XD

recently i have juz something to rant that which is the eoy. there are so mani naruto teams for eoy and some teams which have cosfucks in them. they buy costume from sellers which are more or LESS up to standard. and yes i dun even think they put in any effort.

1) if u are cosplaying neji plz dun wear white contacts. if u cant get white contacts than maybe u should seriouly consider not wearing YOUR specs. why cant you juz get a daily contacts? cheaper rite?
2) plz if you are buying costume dun buy costume which look like wayang. you look more like the 7 month performer than a naruto char.
3) do some research. when did akasuki have black nails?
4) IF THE CHAR HAVE PINK HAIR GET A PINK WIG OR DYE YOUR HAIR. sakura trade mark is a pink hair and not black hair


so ya this sums up how much a cosfark is one of the naruto team. i have no grudge against buy costume but i have something against ppl tt dun do their research and put in no effort. oh ya anyway they are forming a bleach team next year for cosfest. maybe they will need this.

ok tml got work so not toking much liao nitezZZ

jagz> happi holiday hor!!! juz now than tell me some kind of friend hor u
sh90>work hard hor!!
yoshi> dun get so emo ya?


-7:22 PM

You Are a Peacemaker Soul

You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can. War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace. You are a good mediator and a true negotiator. Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy. While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental. You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take. On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit. You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

wad ever rite?

ok thx for the advice Dryst ^^ will bounce back de!!!
later need clean my room liao... thrus ppl will be coming over to eat and pecky say she wanna mass up my room... so ya need prepare abit.

hmm.. nothing really to blog now... ok ba good off liao cya all ^^


-8:23 AM

another wounderful song that i will post XD

Fly High- ayumi hamasaki : source

Forever unable to leave this place
Only because here there's a scenery that i'm familiar with

If one day i were to return here again
Using the same eyes to gaze at the same sky
Will i still feel that it is just as beautiful ?
Maybe i am thinking too much
i should go sleep and talk about it tomorrow

The step that is unable to be taken because of cowardice
As time goes by
Unconsciouly it becomes a long road
It feels like everything is too late
Slowly , i realise that the place i am in now is not too
bad either
i found myself a few good excuses

To tell the truth , i have never understood
but i acted like i knew everything

Forever unable to leave this place
Only because here there's a scenery that i'm familiar with

All the feelings are so small it's not worth mentioning
It seems like it is just a slight brush
or maybe it is because the sky that you see when you raise
your head is too wide and endless

even though it cannot be anymore clear in my head
but those strangers who brush by your shoulders

Longing for something that you don't have
how long do you want to continue wishing for it ?
When i begin to understand that feeling like this

Everything is in these pair of hands
Dreams cannot just be thrown here
Everything is in these pair of hands

Everything is in these pair of hands
If there is not action , how can there be movement ?
Everything is in these pair of hands
If you dont take the first step , how can there be a
beginning ?
Denying the pre-arranged future
started from the time i met you .
are still making me to look back with envy
or maybe it is because i wish to stay by your side

-12:27 AM

i will drink more water * willow i will de *!!!! haha willow always ask me drink water XD super cute XD ok ok i will start with my post today?

monday - esplanade naruto meeting
tue - anime ig meeting
wed - anime ig anime marothon
thurs - lunch and movie
fri - tooth paste making worshop + bleach team outing * i hope *
sat - work
sun - work


ok ok this will be wad i have next week. busy rite? ok dun need u to reply i will juz reply it myself ya very and to add to tt i still need to cut my hair. i am so unsure if i am going to have a hair cut.. coz i dun think my hair can grow tt fast rite? i need my current hair length for my EOY cosplayXD maybe should juz go cut ba... will decide soon... hmm and also my mum friend wan me to teach her daughter maths... she will be paying me... but i dunno if i should take the money or not... coz i am still not good and wad if she fail? and also i need to squeeze time to teach her also.. i think i am juz farking breaking apart...

working today was alright lah.. hmm anyway today sold bout... ok shall not reveiw but it is something tt one hand cannot count de haha today was good... dunno issit coz got discount or wad.. but ya today was one of the better days which i do not find working something horrible...

you noe wad is Cynical? for those that are too lazy to check it up it this is wad it means : human actions are insincere and motivated by self-interest... i am starting to believe it... dun trust me? take this as an example.
person A only tok to u when he/she needs soemthing from u like when he needs a job or when he wanna get something from u like tt...
get my point? i now understand my worth in this world.... i will not go around toking to ppl bout stuff liao... there is no point in geting my ass in more mass than i need to...

i sometimes feel tt i am being made use of... or rather not being appcricated... i will not help anymore ba... juz dun ask me for help next time ok? i dunno if i am farking sad or farking hell wad is wrong wif me but ya... i really should change the way i look at things.

oh ya and juz to add.... some rules in mind when toking to me on msn or rather i should say the mood base on my reply
alot of .... and one word reply> emo piss dun wan entertain u not in the mood to tok to u
chatty alot of haha > sain happi or high etc anything postive u can think of
suan fark rant> piss angry flaming mood

and lastly thursday movie cancel liao XD i will watch it alone or find some ppl to watch with me ba... nitez all


-12:51 AM

dun think so much....

if you think u can do something bout it than do it
if u think u cant do anything bout it than why worry? dun worry ok?

i will try my best to help u but i cannot review too much... i hope u understand my stand ba... there is a reason for everything. hmmm hope u get over it ^^


-11:36 PM

this 2 are songs that i like from alice 9!! do try this songs not bad!!! haha

Q. (Question) by alice 9 XD

I don't know myself
I'm fed up, you'll be fed up with me
Can't you hear my voice?
Like a crying baby, I'm calling for you

At the end of the long sigh, the question mark that's left behind still doesn't disappear

What do I see that makes me laugh, what do I see that makes me cry? I've forgotten a long time ago
The news that is flying around, and the words I've been given, I don't want them

I don't know myself
I'm fed up, you'll be fed up with me
Can't you hear my voice?
Come, hear it
In the long, sweet chain, now we're bound by DNA

Everything that these eyes have caught, it's not a mistake; Inevitably, I can't say it

What do I believe, what do I love? It's inconsequential
I exist here, breathing and living, is this wrong?

Now, sound the genetics

I don't know myself
I'm fed up, you'll be fed up with me
Can't you hear my voice?
Come, hear it
In the long, sweet chain, now we're bound by DNA


FANTASY : Alice 9

The constellation of Leo is twinkling again, bestowing this earth with tears

From that day onwards, this back has one side’s wing
The day dawns, memories from the stars fade away

Even this sky, even this song, why?
Losing colour, losing sound, they’re not real
Your dream enfolds me, it becomes a star that goes on resonating

The starry sky is twinkling again, this earth is exalted with tears
The galloping time gives out light, this world without you is “fantasy”

Because of you, my heart is hurting

The splinters are still lodged there

Even this flower, even that bird, even the wind, even the moon; it stops time

Even if I close my eyes and make-believe, it’s no use
You turned into ash, became so small
I don’t understand, has this world gone mad? Peacefully, aaah

The starry sky is twinkling again, this earth is exalted with tears
The galloping time gives out light, this world without you is “fantasy”

How much time will pass, because the stars are falling…
So here, thrumming, the affections you had given me are “forever”

From that day onwards, this back has lost one side’s wing


-9:54 AM

ok my mum have successfully piss the fark out of me. she use my lappy and look at all my history and stuff like tt. ebay wadever dolfie wadever fark she aso see. so now she thinks that i am gay which is T$#%R@#!r2 and u noe the reason? coz i go gaga over j rockers. so simple rite? haha this is so stupid lah why can gals look at gals but guy cant look at guy? funni rite? so ya. i feel as if i got no privacy at this farking home stupid rite? wadever i dun care any shit from her liao. think i am gay than think i am gay lor i dun farking care u noe? it is my life after all so lah lah lah u noe wad i am going to say *will not be vulgar* ok i am going quiz siao again haha ok lah i go off to work liao XD cya all ^^

Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

Leo is love!!! wakakkaka *see purpose* wakakkaka

You are Ocean Blue

You're both warm and practical. You're very driven, but you're also very well rounded. You tend to see both sides to every issue, and people consider you a natural diplomat.

lah lah diplomat?

Your Japanese Name Is...

Yoshifumi Takahashi

errmm errmmm

Your Dosha is Kapha

Calm and grounded, you are not prone to mood swings or anger. However, once you do get angry, it takes a lot to cool you down. You tend to think a little slower than most people, but your logic is astounding. Overall, you very loyal and trustworthy. You're not scared of being who you really are. With friends: You enjoy their company, but often listen more than talk In love: You crave connection and affection. It's hard for you to be single. To achieve more balance: Exercise vigorously (especially in the sun) and let go of attachments.

You Are 76% Gentleman

You are definitely a gentleman. You're very considerate and you have excellent manners. Occasionally, you slip and do something foolish... but usually no one notices!

Your Values Profile

Loyalty: You value loyalty a fair amount. You're loyal to your friends... to a point. But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties. Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself. Honesty: You value honesty a fair amount. You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it. If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it. In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity." Generosity: You value generosity a fair amount. You are all about giving, as long as there's some give and take. Supportive and kind, you don't mind helping out a friend in need. But you know when you've given too much. You have no problem saying "no"! Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance a fair amount. You are open to new cultures, beliefs, and ideas. You have very few prejudices that you're aware of. And while you are tolerant, you do stand true to what you believe.

You Are The Lovers

You represent ideal love: innocence, trust, exhilaration and joy. You demonstrate the harmony of opposites, two sides coming together. At times, you also represent the struggle between what is right and what is tempting. Control is an issue for you, especially when you don't know your reasons for choosing something. Your fortune: You have an important choice you need to make about love, and it will be a difficult choice to make. You are likely struggling between the love you crave and the love that is right. In the end, you will choose what you crave, even if it's bad for you. Because without what you crave, you will feel empty and incomplete.

You Are Ruby Red

You are warm and inviting - yet a little wild and outrageous. Well aware that you have a dual personality, you work it as much as you can! You like for people to be comfortable around you, but not at the expense of you stealing the limelight. Popular and well known, you make friends easily. You have your big personality to thank for that.

-9:47 AM

hey i remebered on of those meme thingy

The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. Specify the gender of the target. Tag 4 victims to join this game and leave a comment on their page saying that they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, there's no need to post again.

the perfect gal would b.....

- caring

- sweet like honey!! haha

- Open minded

- can stand me going gaga over j rockers

- accept my interest XD

- give me freedom if i need it..

- cute haha

Who i tagged???
anyone
who
see
this XD


-12:40 AM

outing canceled

this will be the first post for the time being.
ppl please reply to this!!!

7/9 there will be a movie outing. the devil wear prada. it will be a nite movie hor!!! the time and location will be KIV.

anyone interested let me noe thx alot!!!

going
leo
adrian
sh90

not comfrim
nariko


-9:02 AM

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

You Are An ESFJ

The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first. A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change. You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project. You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

You Are: 80% Dog, 20% Cat

You and dogs definitely have a lot in common. You're both goofy, happy, and content with the small things in life. However, you're definitely not as needy as the average dog. You need your down time occasionally.

Your Love Style is Manic

For you, love is the ultimate rollercoaster And you love to hold on tight and enjoy the ride Every time you fall in love, it feels like the first time And while it's exciting and exhilarating... It's also stressful and scary!

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is medium. In general, you prefer to have only one love interest. But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long! There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering. Experience Level: Your experience level is high. You've loved, lost, and loved again. You have had a wide range of love experiences. And when the real thing comes along, you know it! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is medium. You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love... But you've definitely been burned enough to know better. You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist. Independence: Your independence is high. You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love. Having your own life is very important for you... Even more important than having a relationship.

-12:01 AM

Your Element Is Water

A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily. You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful.

You Are 65% Normal

Otherwise known as the normal amount of normal You're like most people most of the time But you've got those quirks that make you endearing You're unique, yes... but not frighteningly so!

O RLY?

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Cpf is your soulmate.

You truly love Nariko.

You consider adrian your true friend.

You know that Char is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Izumi for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Eunice is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Flor is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Yoshi is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Yoshi changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Angline is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Angline has a hidden internet romance.

LOL?

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