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Name. Leo
Age. 19
School. Rp
Email.leo.1808@hotmail.com
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Done
Shuhei cosfest06
puri puri toru
naruto sai anbu
L death note

Currently
Moses Blood+
Ulquiorra cosfest07
saichou FOR

Uncomfirm
Korou demonbane
Chris KOF
chip guilty gear
laguna cosfest07
alice 9 tora st'fest
MAR alviss
naruto tobi

Wish Travel
hongkong
japan
thailand

Wish list
red contacts
grey contacts
camera
ticket to any country in my travel list
blood red shoes
sheatland sheep dog
kagrra alice nine love!!
get to see tora alice nine
new handphone

-8:56 PM

ok today went back to scool was like so fun!! haha everyone change alot... really. miss lee is now with this long hair which is like so nice and without her pimples XD miss lim still the same and mrs tan still the same. however i really feel that the scool have somehow change... anyway... today when i saw them i was like... dunno wad to say to them. maybe too happi or wad but ya did not really tok to them ba... but ya... i think i am more or less happi...

sec scool was one place where i have of my greatest time so far.. but i got to say one of the most boring and blah blah blah lah coz ya sec scool is not sex scool not as exciting as tt XD ok ok i will stop it.

after going back went shoping and bough a few things XD hmm will update more... dunno wad to really write now... XD


-11:25 PM

ok i wanted to blog but i end up chating haha dear me..

i gave my heart and got nothing back in return i am a fool

lah lah... anyway tomorrow teachers' day. will be going back to sexsec scool visit teacher... i think my sec scool teach have a majour impact on wad i am today... and i totally love them. mdm zhang my mt teacher... totally good motivated me to pass my sec 2 mt to get into pure science and than there is miss lee and lim. both very good science teacher. and if not for the fate that miss lee taught me i dun think i would have like chem at all.. anyway sec scool really bring back memories ya? all the fun time i had wif all my friends... XD



-11:25 PM

i am so amaze with myself today eat only 2 slice of bread. pro rite? anyway another thing was i went all the way to jurong to get my mum medicine and why go jurong? because my mum think it is cheaper so i need to waste my 2hrs on the stupid bus to jurong and back to bishan. power rite? oh ya.. my aunt ask me if i wan a mp3 so i think i will buy it.. anyway the price is 50 $ so i think it is a rather good buy... i hope it is something good wor.. i dun wan like today rot in the bus it is so scary u noe? anyway my mum did not even say a simple thx you which is like wtf? even if i am ur son at least a thank u rite? and somemore she is taxing me too alot of things say this one need pay her tt one pay her.. not as if i am earning that much rite? fark lah... i really wounder why i have such GOOD parents sometimes.. it is like my b.day u never buy anything i am ok liao u still wan tax me off me pay. ok i think i can be ranting like this for the whole day... ya should not rant anymore!!!

i am starting on my sai already so mani things so little time XD today the things i tot of is errmm... the scroll anyone have any idea on how to do it? i am like stuck cos i cant find long enough paper XD anyway i also tot of the glove.. maybe using the same fabric as my kimono cloth to make the glove... and btw this is the cloth i got XD no bad rite? XD














oh well this are juz idea rite? need put them together before i can do anything ba... oh ya and this is my room XD sucky rite? look so super ugly T.T


-11:41 AM

The murmuring city goes to sleep

And an anxiety I can't put into words rears its head

The distance feels greater the more I chase 

After my dreams and desires to catch them both

This moment will never exist again; don't run away

Stopping and crying... such things

Can be done at any time

When I stop to think about it, I am afraid;

I've started to get used to the routines of daily life

During the uncertain times when we were racing,

Getting hurt from single-mindedly wanting something

Back then, we were...

"How've you been?"  That familiar voice

I hear through the receiver gives me courage

A future where we can live,

Accepting everything from smiles to tears

I believe that 

our desires will reach that future

Some day, sometime, for sure.



by do as infinity. lyrics found here

-11:20 PM

ok today went out to bugis XD to juz walk abit ba.. and than i got some fabric for my anbu costume XD i think the design is more of less finalise.... i dunno wad to blog now... it is like errmm errm.... boring? haha anyway juz add my list of things i need get ready ba..

-chains
-kimono cloth
-kuneis
-suriken
-pourch
-weapon
- brushes
- costume
-boots
- and alot more ba..

haha seems like a long list rite? hope i can get it all... anyway got a bad news for myself.. my zen will not be coming until the end of yr... fark rite? haiz.. so sad lor... but nvm ba... at least i am not tt tight on cash... haha i dunno wad to blog liao... another story for another day ba....


-10:02 AM

yawn yawn juz wake up and finish some of my cosplay stuff.. anyway ya this is a quote i found XD

"I apologize...I understand that to enter someone's heart, the first thing you need is a smile.

I'm practicing hard, but...

I still can't make these things called "emotions"


quoted from sai naruto the manga XD...

Labels: quotes

-10:01 AM

i am acting so weird now XD something is very wrong wif me...... dunno wad is geting on me or wtf is happen but ya i am super weird now!!! can some one plz explain to me wad is happening to me? XD

juz to update my "wish list" haha
-a BLOOD RED converse shoes
-my whole sai outfit!!
-wallet
-ipod nano
-kimono cloth
-dolfie
-dolfie eyes --> blur or voilet or green or red XD

wad i am going to do next week
-get my sai design out and approve
-think bout the fabric to use
-find chains
-do some design for webby
-fix the anime screening
-shoping
-meet honey
-watch the the devil wears prada
-work

hope nothing goes out of place ba... my head is going to crack soooooooon XD anyway ya i am going to work soon? i wounder if anyone updates their blog so early in the morning... totally nuts i noe but wad can i do? i am going to face stupid costumer for the whole day.. omg this is bad i am ranting before i even start XD die die die haha go off liao cya!!


-11:30 PM

i am going to lock myself up soon...

anyway ya today working was ermmm ok lah working is never fun wif customers who think that they are always rite so ya working today was not fun and it will never be fun!! boooooo anyway super tire.. so if u guys tag my blog i will try to reply.. if notplz wait for my reply? haha coz i am so tire i think i need to get myself to write this entry.. wtf rite? haha.... so anything IMPORTANT do send me by msn. and i stress the word important because i dun wan u all to spam my mail box !! small things dun need tell me de not important de dun send... things like meeting.. and stuff can send.. and one more thing.. i start to hate forum... too lazy to read liao.. they spam faster than i can read for 1 and working is making me not read!!! omg? and wtf? haha

i need to think of a farking design for my sai cosplay... i cant think of any!!! someone plz help me!! omg? ok something pop out in my msn and ya my heart juz miss a beat XD
anyway like i was saying.. i really cant think of any thing... it is like i keep geting stuck in the "this is wad sai is wearing" thing... it is not modify and anbu-lish at all lor.. and i am hating myself... fark it ok? i hope i can take part in this team but if it goes on like tt... i dunno liao lah arghz!

this holiday will not be a easy one to pass... wif design to come out.. meeting to do.... work.... ig stuff .... fyp...teach ppl subject.... i dun think i have enough time wor... i dunno if this is a good wor bad thing... but ya fark it ok?

and ya speaking of design my blog skin totally sux. someone plz shoot me in the head thx alot!!! i really think i should at least reconside how i make my skin... it is a total waste of space... wtf i am thinking... i tot it is nice but ya it is one hell of crap work i got here so fark it. anyway abit tire liao... will be chating abit and ya... nite all?


-7:46 AM

yesterday work was ok... but i really hate og!!! no phone inside... tmd.. which means i am time-less and sms-less. and ya today i am going to the same place... so the question remains... should i or should i not take my phone wif me today? haha still dunno... even if i noe i still need to find a place to hide it first...

oh ya by the way me will be doing sai from naruto this eoy with izu team XD modify anbu.. i dunno how much issit going to cost but i hope it is ok ba.. i still have alot of things to get and i still have not get my design approve... omg? haha but juz to reveiw alittle, my sai will not be having any weapons for anbu gear XD

anyway i gtg so early use the com... i am finding death XD tonite than blog again ba...


i dun wanna give my heart and get back nothing in return


-10:20 AM

for a moment i tot i got lock out from my own blogger XD scary haha coz i deleted all my cookies and for a moment i tot i forogt the pass... and thx to me pressing the cap lock ya? ur retard friend have act again!! haha anyway this will be a quick post..

anyway reguarding bleach eoy thing i am sad to say it will be next yr.. and so hopefully i will the naruto team wif izu ba.. i am not really sure myself now wad i am going to do.. it will be like re researching again which is so totally crappy.. coz i did alot of reading on wuwu and now u give me this shit.. but i guess nvm ba.. later will be working and the place i am going to work at does not allow handphone... fark? totally fark.... and somemore tell me last min... haiz.. so need yo prepare liao...

ok ok i will stop here update more when i get home ya? ^^ jaaaaaaa


-3:24 PM

listening : heroine - Boa

genetics ut 3 out liao and guess wad i got? i got a stupid little C+ but is way better than my other 2 uts... one C and the other D+... how bad can i get for genetics? it is like fark it i totally hate it... anyway who else to blame than myself for not studying? but at least now my predicted grade is a nice B ba.. i hope it does not go lower than a B... i really hope that i will get good grades this sem... but hope is for the hopeless ya? anyway this is my genetic grades..

Daily Grade 1:	A
Daily Grade 2:	B
Daily Grade 3:	B
Daily Grade 4:	B
Daily Grade 5:	B
Daily Grade 6:	B
Daily Grade 7:	A
Daily Grade 8:	B
Daily Grade 9:	B
Daily Grade 10:	A
Daily Grade 11:	X
Daily Grade 12:	B
Daily Grade 13:	B
Daily Grade 14:	X
Daily Grade 15:	B
Understanding Test 1:	C
Understanding Test 2:	D+
Understanding Test 3:	C+
Understanding Test 4:	Understanding Test completed, but grade not yet given
Predicted Module Grade:	B

so ya someone plz shoot me in the head.... thx alot. and roting is not doing any good to me farking sain now... and knowing ut 3 is not helping me at all i know i am stupid and all, and i got overall i got a B thx to luck. i am not smart tt is a fact and no one can change tt.......

i will juz go emo now...*go one corner emo and draw circle*

-11:37 AM

listening : candy - koda kumi feat mr blistah

hmm nothing really tok blog bout... juz tt 10 down 350 to go? haha good luk wif that oh ya btw that is something for me to know and for u to find out XD

*yawn* i think i am roting at home and it is not doing me good... it is like decomposing has reach a new lvl and i dun wanna decompose XD hmm... i am now taking my time to do wadever i am doing... stupid rite? ok ok i am not taking my time to do wad i am doing but ya i am not doing anything. this post seem so retard to me now.. am i tt bored to even post such a round about entry? yes i am haha omg i think i am toking to myself liao.. i need ppl to entertain me!!!

i hate myself for who i am and wad i do someone stab me plz thx alot!! but i am happi to say that there are ppl out there who wan such stupid ppl as friends. i really pity u guys XD why do u guys wan such a troublesome person ar? this word is a funni place XD

ok this is super random XD something is wrong wif me liao anyway i am bloging bout anything that juz come to my mind at this very moment. funni rite? haha ok i will not blog liao later expose all my secrets. anyway ya wad secrets do i have? ok ok will not blog laio XD


-9:09 PM

ok done a super crappy skin today XD ok no a crappy skin but 2 skins.. yesterday go out wif jagz to drink XD drink 2 bottles head start to spin. dunno if it is a good thing or a bad thing... ya fark it should have drink more yesterday.. anyway tonite later going to eat supper wif jagz XD maybe can drink something also wakakkaka
this is a random post but ya...

wad if i go sucide?
wad if i say i hate u?
wad if i tell u i am gay?
wad if i tell u i am bi?
wad if i say i love you?
wad if this is the last time u see me?
wad if i slap you?
wad if i stab you?
wad if i scold you?
wad if i back stab you?
wad if i lose respect for you?
wad if tomorrow is the end of the world
wad if i die tonite?

this is so random lah... i think some
wad if this come true?


-2:03 PM

now in class XD
i am ok liao.. i juz need some time to myself and need to space out abit.. anyway today is the last the wif this class.. sad rite? post my pics first XD feel so odd now XD nvm ba.. fark it lah lah i will be fine and i hope u are fine too...















me in specs














my faci flower!!














my good friend adrian






































retard me XD

to someone.. plz dun think so much i am really fine already... juz concentrate on ur studys ya? ^^


-12:47 PM

Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

blue i am haha

You Are 76% Bipolar

You're more than moody - you're a bit unstable. If your mood swings are effecting your life, you may need to seek help.

errmm errmm

Your Birthdate: August 18

You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause. You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too. Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others. You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress. Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities Your power color: Crimson red Your power symbol: Snowflake Your power month: September

yuki take note of this also XD

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well. You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return. Your flirting style: Friendly Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

You Are An ESFJ

The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first. A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change. You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project. You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

ok ok quiz siao liao haha i think i better stop liao XD


-2:10 AM

fark it... i farking hate myself

cb me
fark me
screw me

wad ever u can think of

i am such a farking selfish person and i am aware of tt i dun wan hurt myself. i dun wanna farking cry but tmd how to stop it? someone plz teach me... it is not more time i need it is... juz take it tt i dun have feelings and all... it makes me guilty to hear u say tt... fark it...

juz let go... plz...


-1:52 AM

You Were a Coyote

Brutally honest, you encourage people to show their true selves. You laugh at life - none of it can be taken too seriously.

-10:07 AM

i will miss u guys if this world ever disappear...


-8:24 AM

listening> alice 9 H.A.N.A.B.I

i will be changeing my blog skin soon.... or rather i have change it back... but i will change it to something else sooooon errm errm juz can say reveiw that the pic i am using is orihime so stay tune for the new blog skin ya? * hope i do a good job * XD

yesterday was really really fun and i dunno wad else to say than a big THANK YOU to all of u!!! i think i will start from the morning to the nite ya?

morning got cpf sms *thx alot ya?* she said that she will not be going but than she said happi b.day and will be celebrating wif me soon haha * thx alot love u and ah nice alot ^^ * really feel happi coz err err ya cpf and ah nice are my best friends? haha anyway after tt go scool and leasson end like bout 12 like tt? than was roting in scool like siao lor go eat wif rp char and co than took alot of stupid pics * will upload them when i get it ya? * than after tt go class and took ut XD

meet up wif jem in the mrt and was suppose to wait in the train for my friend at bishan BUT he smart ass go take the train before us XD so need get off the train and wait for him *si tl* so was like damn funni lah he from TPY sit train back to bishan XD well anyway meet up wif everyone and was like happi happi happi go eat shushi XD took alot of pics and stuff and i ate the most horrible thing of my life!!! sushi wif chocolate jelly jam and god knows wad so ya eat liaoo throw it out and go toliet puke XD wad suprise me the most was shang calling omg i seriously miss him and all and to know that he call so happi lah the gay ass wasted money on me? how good can he get? haha anway good like for ur judo competition today ya? i will fedex the sushi to u the next time XD

than after tt cannot eat liao lol. sakae sushi was not the climax... it was after tt XD ok i need to thx yuki adrian and co for making this so high lah haha oh ya before that i chase yoshi around to cream him *pant pant* and than we all took alot of pics and stuff and than cake the cake and wad yuki did was super horrible XD she was me to take out the candle from the cake * i really tot they going to smash my head * but never lah waad she did was ask me take the candle the... wad u call tt ar... haiz nvm lah i think u all know lah ya she ask me take tt out wifout my hands so was like eating part of the cake lor it was farking massy XD but anyway took it out and yuki cream me!!! omg omg so was like wtf? than run around again trying to cream yuki and yoshi XD really fun!! than go wash up and stuff than got wad i think was the best thing i ever receice. the jacket and a hat from janice and co XD i have nothing else except a big big thx you for those who help plan this and tt and buying this and tt for me *thanks!!!* anyway ya like i was saying got the jacket and got hug from janice *love it * and adrian omg this is damn gay but ya than go hug everyone XD ok than go change up and take more pics. ok i think this ends all tt happen there and than rite? oh ya jing can sing XD

anyway this are the personal thx i need to say XD

janice> thx alot for everything you plan and everything tt happen on tt day.. maybe i need some time to get use to it but i am sure of the feeling ^^ thx for everything *hugs* work hard for ur exam hor !! it is not about the presents tt counts. it is about remembering me and having you there by my side which makes me happi XD sound so corny but ya... thx alot

cpf > thx my good friend!!! hope u get well soon and meet up soon ya? work hard for ur A hor ^^

char>you and janice hor.... anyway thx alot haha errmm errmm and hope u work hard for ur exams and errmm errmm dreams do come true ya? good luk for wad ever i am refering to XD *smack char*

adrian > XD thx alot buddy!!! wakakak cant really say how thxful i am *juz watch out for ur next b.day XD* ok lah ok lah really thx alot you are the best ya? * next to janice tt is wakakka * ^^ oh ya and be nice or i will bite ur head off XD

pecky and jem> thx alot ya? for the food and everything and for turning up today ^^ really greatful ^^ and errmm errmm the sushi really cause ppl to errmm errmm juz put it as good way to lose weight * u cant eat anything else after eating tt * haha

yuki>omg i still feel the cream oil on my face!!! haha thx so much i cant express this in word but all i can say is thx alot * omg i have been saying thx so may times liao* but ya thx for planing everything wor!! love u lots and happi b.day to u too!!

tl> wah wah tok to more ppl hor!! haha si tl thx for coming!!

yoshi> wakkaka run run run!!!!

shang> never tot u will call but ya really thcx and good luk for ur competition ya?

sh90 jing + kuroicho > thx for coming!!! really apprieate it ^^

i really cant express how thankful i am to you guys in words but.... haiz juz love u guys lah ok? will upload the pics once i get them XD anyway my parents did not give me anything but errmm errmm celebrating wif your friends and all is enough liao XD it is not the presents tt count but the heart to do something for a friend tt counts... thx alot ya? celebrating wif me is the best gift liao ^^

*whisper> but than although presents are bonus i still wan the bonus come wifout it and i will smackwhackpinchpunchkick you* did i say anything? no rite? haha


-12:12 PM

From Janice

WHAT IF......
» I committed suicide: i will jump wif u
» I said I liked you: *blush*
» I kissed you: errm errm
» I lived next door to you: will be happi!!
» I started smoking: i sill so gonna slap u
» I stole something: i will pay for u
» I was hospitalized: i will be there by u
» I ran away from home: i will invite u over to slp on my bed
» I got into a fight and you weren't there: i will call ppl go down help u de wakkaka

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality: fun loving!!
» Eyes: not bad
» Face: not bad
» Hair: nice
» Clothes: errm errm
» Mannerisms: lol retard!! haha

[1] Who are you? leo!! wakakaka
[2] Are we friends? ya better than tt
[3] When and how did we meet? meet at somerset mrt go st fest
[4] How have I affected you? some how or another XD
[5] What do you think of me? * i will call u to tell u *
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? * being around you*
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies? * as long as it gets*
[8] Do you love me? * errm errm* u have the answer already rite?
[9] Have I ever hurt you? nope!!
[10] Would you hug me? depends wakka
[11] Would you kiss me? depends wakakka
[12] Would you fuck me? errm ermr tt is too far liao
[13] Are we close? depends on how u see it
[14] Emotionally, what stands out? @@
[15] Do you wish I was cooler? nope u are fine as it is
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? 10 or 11 if can haha
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. hehehe <- inspire by hiiiiiii chan haha
[18] Am I loveable? ya
[19] How long have you known me? few months
[20] Describe me in one word. love
[21] What was your first impression? retard!!
[22] Do you still think that way about me now? yes!!
[23] What do you think my weakness is? love urself more ya?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?yup
[25] What about me makes you happy? everything ba
[26] What about me makes you sad? when u are down...
[27] What reminds you of me? the moments when u are not there
[28] What's something you would change about me? you should love urself more...
[29] How well do you know me? not very
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? ya
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?yes!!
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? did tt already rite?


-1:32 AM

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

-1:11 AM

really need to thx you all wakkaka ppl wishing me happi .day wakakka

1)char
2)jing
3)kyo
4)janice
5)adrian

wakakka thx all this 4 ppl wakkaka call me/msm me to tell me happi b.day so touch * as if * anyway i also need to thx my anime ig ppl wor buy a cake for me somemore entertain my no lifeness by playing cake wif me XD ... haha and ya happi b.day to pecky also XD hope u like the soap XD

i think i am clear what i wan out of anime ig... and i can see it moving in that direction. though we are not approve but everyone is puting effort and trying to get something done and get us moving and i really need to thx u guys!!! web design ig sad to say will be busy... need to do out everything in juz 3 to 4 weeks... so we juz need to work hard and all!! but most importantly have fun and enjoy wad we did mic u really did a great job *respect* and i really hope this work out well. i will try my best to come up with the design. i noe sometimes i am of not much of a help but i wanna try and hope to learn new things...

too tire to think of wad to blog liao so.... nitez all?


-1:07 AM

Your Power Color Is Lime Green

At Your Highest: You are adventurous, witty, and a visionary. At Your Lowest: You feel misunderstood, like you don't fit in. In Love: You have a tough exterior, but can be very dedicated. How You're Attractive: Your self-awareness and confidence lights up a room. Your Eternal Question: "What else do I need in my life?"

-3:20 PM

got this from usagi LJ so post it here XD

ARIES MARCH 21 - APRIL 20

Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and
decorum. But Arians are also known to go into a rage very easily when
challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries
temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one
thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to their
outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologise,
which makes them easier to forgive.
More...

TAURUS APRIL 21 - MAY 20

You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is
difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool,
people don't know how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull,
and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal
bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people
accuse you of doing something wrong. You also hate being reminded about
mistakes you've made in the past. You also have the potential to be
terribly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.

GEMINI MAY 21 - June 29

You are recognised by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is
easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have
around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring
factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell
and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a
wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your
seductive charm.

CANCER JUNE 21 - JULY 21

Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant
scenes, much less creating one yourself. You have great tolerance and
rarely get provoked into losing your temper. If someone is unreasonable or
trying to create trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But
that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in your effort to
control your emotions, you tremble, your hands get sweaty and sometimes you
fumble for words. Tears roll down your eyes easily and the opponent is
touched by your innocence and will seek an apology immediately.

LEO JULY 22 - AUGUST 21

If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is you. But then, you
can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. You are known to lack
spontaneity but you really don't care about opinions. You don't like to
create scenes and will never accept invitations to a party where you
suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But your very presence seems
challenging to some and they take vicarious pleasure in your disquiet. When
angry you can use critical language. A dressingdown can humiliate your
opponent, causing a strain between both of you forever.

VIRGO AUGUST 22 - SEPTEMBER 21

Most of you are gentle and have full control over your emotions but those
of you given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see things
with rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand.
You can even harm yourself by banging your hands on a glass top table or
wall. You should never get into any argument, for you are a sore loser. You
feel that others are trying to persecute you and don't quite respect your
opinions. When hurt, you can also hold grudges forever.

LIBRA SEPTEMBER 22 - OCTOBER 22

Did someone say that you are the charmers of the zodiac? Well, it's true.
Few have ever seen you ruffled or angry. You are very conscious of your
image, and you believe that anger distorts your face and personality. You
also think you are above things like anger. But wait before you get into
self-congratulatory mood. Your family or those very close to you know you
better. You have an unmatched temper amongst all the zodiac signs, and what
makes it worse is your capacity to justify it.

SCORPIO OCTOBER 23 - NOVEMBER 21

Of course you don't lose your cool. But your very demeanour (manner)
projects haughtiness (arrogance, pride), pride and grand disdain (disregard)
for lesser mortals (human). Others are often found saying that anger sits
on your nose and you are raring to give your piece of mind to the first person
who tries to be funny with you. You are selective in the choice of your
friends, and have a low tolerance for the superflous (extra) types. Your
tongue-lashing (attack) is generally in a soft hissing tone for when you
scream, your voice tends to get shrill and loud and you do hate drawing
attention to yourself! When upset, you are angrier with yourself for having
shown weakness, for the last thing that Scorpio wants to show is being out
of control.

SAGITTARIUS NOVEMBER 22 - DECEMBER 20

You are insensible and generally have no complete control over your
emotions. You do get angry quickly and others marvel at your anger levels
even when provoked. Actually, you get tongue-tied when angry and you will
remove your anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Then you will
reason with your opponent and convince the other person in a very gentle
manner that the whole thing was just his mistake. You're also likely to
totally sever ties with someone when you're upset with them.

CAPRICORN DECEMBER 21 - JANUARY 19

Few will believe that a hardcore practical and materialistic person like
you is capable of sensitivity and genuine emotions. You project a hard
exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait you successfully hide
from others. You can see thing with anger but will not betray your
feelings. But then, there are times that even you cannot control your
temper. Under such circumstances you can shout and scream, more with
frustration at the situation than with anger at any particular person. Your
outbursts can shock others and can make them feel guilty too.

AQUARIUS JANUARY 20 - FEBRUARY 18

You are noble and kind and dislike losing control over yur emotions. It is
very rare for you to get angry. You are also the pacifier in situations
that involve arguments. It is always your endeavour to be perfect and
socially correct in your behaviour and attitude, but if misunderstood and
slighted you can give in to an angry outburst. You will shout and scream
and then walk out from the scene. You cannot easily forget the situation
and will be bitter about it for a long time.

PISCES FEBRUARY 19 - MARCH 20

The only thing that can be said about you dreamers is that you appear even
more attractive when angry. You are very sensitive to others' feelings, so
you rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a
nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words and feel inclined to shake
everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when
angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to
listen to reason and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you
repent your tantrums and seek forgiveness. SO nobody can be upset with you
for too long.

"will never accept invitations to a party where you
suspect the presence of an unruly lot."

lol should i go tomorrow? wakakak

-1:29 AM

today meeting is gooooooood haha turn out beri well. was like so nervous and stuff but end up omg we did it!!! proposal made it!! haha but tt means i need to do more design liao *bang head* dunno if it is a good thing or not... wadever haha

nothing much to blog i guess....


-10:19 AM

listening to : 1000 Words (Orchestrated) - jade of sweet box

anyone that have problems can share wif me coz i am such a kpo XD but if u really need a listening ear let me noe ya? will be of service ^^ * juz tell me or wad ever before u call coz hp always silence de XD * anyway juz feel so happi that there are such nice ppl around me *thanks alot ya?* hope you feel the same that there are nice people around you. if you are sad plz know that there are ppl around you to share your pain ya? hmm i miss cpf and ah nice!! omg long time no see liao really miss u gals T.T hope to see u guys soon ya? and those having exams and all good luk ^^

i finaly realise that humans are not made to be alone .....

off to bath and change and pray before going XD hope i dun rant tt much later !!!


-11:18 PM

listening to : fantasy - alice nine!!

i juz found the key to my heart

i am in control of myself i am going back to normal wakakak no more weird tots ya? happi leo is back wakakaka i got to thx alot of peeps wor *this sounds so much like oscar * lol

anyway today ate alot of sushi!! wakakka and each one paid like 19? i think it was like one of the best sushi outings i had eat until wanan burst liao XD 20 plates haha pecky take one plate i take one more plate like tt eat XD than eat until say wan go shit and vomit to see who can eat more beri the fun!!! haha anyway to jem happi belated b.day ya ? ^^

tml going present ppt to the north west cdc thing haiz.. hope everything goes smoothly than i can start with all the photoshop-ing liao if not well than i got nothing to say liao.. tml got alot of things to do so errrmm errm until than bb and good nite i go high liao =3


-2:10 PM

listening now: utada hikaru - simple and clean techno remix

wad should i blog today? ok my team mates ask me blog bout them.. ekks..

now same time wif m2m char and pecky XD m2m = mira + maya lol or call them the tudung gang for short LOL ok lah today choing ppt lor and ya did alot of work XD hope i get good grades today ya? coz my genetics i dunno is coz i dunno like the faci or i dun like the subject... it juz somehow do not get into my farking head.. and i guess it some how sux at it ba.. oh well sem wanna end liao i dunno if i should be happi or not.. anyway to myself smile!!! haha lame!!! this are the pic we took during ppt XD when teacher toking we took this how lame and bored can we get? lol
maya char me mira
tudung and char
char and me
err err ignore this lol

later going for celebrate b.day wif jem haha this week alot of b.day XD and i think by the end of this week i will be broke.. oh well.. haha hope i enjoy later ya? and errmm smile more? haha ok ok i am serously being lame and all haha i guess i need to be more out looking ba.. omg wad am i toking bout XD


-2:36 PM

listening> uatada hikaru -passion

suddenly feel so empty...

yesterday got bullied again and this time it is very tmd... i help someone sell 6 shirts... and what happen was the person say it until like she sell the 6 shirts like tt.. i feel that i am so stupid like tt... and i dunno if i am being appriciated or not but i think it totally suck ba.. maybe i am juz being push around by people again ba... but i feel so useless sometimes... it is like i have a say i can do something bout it but than why am i not doing it? i such a cb person lah ok...

now class debate i am not going to take part liao it is going no where haha so ya... i dunno if i should celebrate my b.day or not.. i really need someone to tok to now.... i dunno but i feel so depress it is like my exsistence really dun matter to people.. ok maybe ya to be made use of but i really think this suck ... feel like ***ing myself maybe i will feel better myself... fark lah wad am i toking bout this ? cb cb maybe blog when i am in a happier mood ba... anyway i think working take away most of my time wad ever another time than blog ba...


-10:56 AM

listening to : glamorous sky - nana the movie

i need to think bout a new skin liao this skin is geting boring and more boring... maybe i juz get one from blogskins.com but than wad is the fun? haiz.. must make!!! wait until i think of wad and how to make first ba XD i am juz too lazy lol

i am too tire liao.. closing my eyes means i will sleep... and to know i slept on my table beside my lappy last nite.. you should know how tire i am lah hor.. working studying and my social life is killing me.. it juz drains alot of my energy... i am going panda again also.. stupid me .... i dunno if it is time management of wad but i seems that i dun have enough time, oh well that is my choice rite? who should i blame but myself? haha

anyway yesterday i did my highest sales.. 7 in total i think.. but hmm i juz dun like ppl taking advantage of me... wad happen was i was pormoting and than my partner was like toking and than ask me do this and do that... than everything i sell stock all i check and all she did was chat... i hate being bullied or rather being taken advantage of... even the other brands ppl still ask me jaga their things while they go out smoke and stuff... but wad to do? i am juz too easily push over liao i guess... that is wad u call a retard in action XD but nvm de lah.. at least i think i did something for the pay.... oh well maybe should juz stop working.......

~ this is juz a rant to some events that happen ~
anyway i dunno why is there is many drama... i really hate drama or rather politics or keep it simple mind games... i suck at it i noe XD but it does not give u the rights to break into another mind and destroy it... it does not even give you the right to destroy someone life.. who the fark are you to take anyway something from someone? i may be a nice person but does that give u the right to take advantage of me? i am not concerned with your liking or disliking of me all i ask is that you respect me as a human being it is that simple. dun tell me this do this and that do that because u do this yourself and if you do this yourself why are u trying to tell me what the other person is doing? get ur facts right and plz for god sake fark yourself before farking others. that is all i got to rant bout the pass few days event ba.. and btw there is many reason why i emo... and one of them is that when my mind forms a barrier to you and it is not fun when the leo you once know starts to hates you.

dun perceive of me being good , u have not seen the real me, no one have


-11:15 PM
























































have u seen pics of retard ppl?


-1:39 AM

listening to : 1000 words - final fantasy x-2 (japanese)

i really think i have no life...
work than slp than rot than emo go out wif friends to rot and than slp... to me i think this is my life cycle ba... haiz.. tomorrow working where also dunno but at least i noe wad brand i am doing so i guess it will be easier... i think i will skip tomorrow coscon... no time to cosplay coz go work... i think work really rob you alot of time and things... nvm ba coz at the end of the day... geting the pay and spending it pays off... ok wad am i toking? i think before i spend the money i will be dead XD haha

anyway class ended early today... so a few of us go mac eat and slack... nothing much to do but wait for yuki *in the library* to end class *tot she has class* than after that meet yuki than go meet the rest of ppfc ppl to watch fireworks at nite.. abit sot tonite... or rather mood swing? i guess i more or less noe it will happen but dunno how to control it... werid ppl rite? haha but really after i saw the fireworks... i was like emoing all the way... ok lah not realy all the way but at least got emo alot... coz something happen last time and fireworks bring back memories... i shall not say wad happen but something happen last time.... and i juz sadly say tt i dun have control over my emotions... i feel so stupid sometimes.. i know that will happen but i still do... oh well need to learn how to control it more ba...

i really need to say thx to someone for hearing me out... and thx alot !! ppl like hii chan char nat yoshi and adrian are hard to come by so if i do anything stupid plz pull me back hor!!! haha but ya need learn more bout myself and more emotions ba... anyway errmm ermm after fireworks was like playing shoping center catching wif yoshi haha so mani ppl run after him and he is like keep eascaping.. finally chase to boys toliet gone in and all the gals follow * we need to bang the door down before geting in XD * and hii chan scratch him XD lol but ya overall it was fun lah... i think i better not black so much.. tml still go scool so nitez to all!! ^^

to hii chan char nat adrian and yoshi this is specially for u hor and for the person reading it now

"A friend is someone who gives you total freedom to be yourself-and especially to feel, or not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at any moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to - letting a person be what he really is." - jim morrison


-10:25 AM

ok next friday sushi buffet at causeway point.. any takers let me noe!!! hehe comfirm wif me again... plz thx alot!!!


-8:32 AM

i will die by the end of next week...


-10:58 AM

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-11:09 AM

ok i have finally notice that there is no such thing as a sushi dinner buffet so ya... change of plan abit... so either sushi lunch buffet or sakura dinner buffet.... wad u guys wan?

izu
pong pong
Tl
adrian
hii chan
sh90
char
peck leng
yuki
yoshi
eunice
cpf *dun dare ask*
mao

edited names added
Jem

plz comfirm wif me again... and anyone wanna come plz let me noe again ya?


-1:11 AM

ok today very tired!!! legs all sore and all... working sux!! but than at least i think i have made some friends ba...

ashworth is not a bad brand* promotor in action* wakakka but it is juz to expensive... oh welll... but than there are still rich ppl buying it... a top for 89 $ and jacket for 345 $ i think it is very expensive.

i am revamping myself..... try to be happi and try to pick myself up. *end this post tml*


-10:45 PM

i dunno wad is wrong wif me this few days... i get so piss off so easily...

feel so werid today... adrian was there and i did not really tok much wif him... abit werid rite? hmm considering he is one for my closer friends... i think i am acting totally werid this few days... maybe i am juz going back to the "anti social" state of myself... i really hate myself now... hmm... i am the source of all ebil?

something to think about and not rant bout....

*will post bout cosquest when i am free tml starting work XD


-10:35 PM

Have you ever...

Taken a picture naked>> nope

Made out with a member of the same sex>> nope

Danced in front of your mirror>> yes when i am high enough

Told a lie>> you wan the truth or the lie?

Gotten in a car with people you just met>> Yes

Been in a fist fight>> errmm not really me civilise ppl juz use chair and wack XD jk jk

Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back>> yes....

Been arrested>> no.. but got question for smoking candles before XD dun ask me hor

Left your house without telling your parents>> Yeah

Ditched school for something more fun>> yes

Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex>> Yes

Seen someone die>> no..

Kissed a picture>> yes

Slept in until 3 or later>> mahjong anyone?

Been in a police car>> nope

Played dress up>> cosplay consider?

Fell asleep at work/school>> if only scool was not tt boring

Made out with a total stranger>> errmm plz refer to have u made out with anyone

Touched a snake>> no

Ran a red light>> wad do u think?

Had detention>> yes

Been in a car accident>>nope

Pole danced>> nope

Sang karaoke>> yes

Done something you told yourself you wouldn't>> yes

Laughed until you cried>> Yes

Caught a snowflake with your tongue>> have not seen a snowflake before T.T

Kissed/ kissed in the rain>> errmm

Sang in the shower>> Yes...

Sat on a roof top>> Yes...

Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on>> Yes...

Been told that you're hot by a total stranger>> Errrrrr....

Broke a bone>> No but will love to!!

Mooned/flashed someone>> no..

Forgotten someone's name>> wad is ur name again?

Slept half-naked/ naked>> ues am a boy?

Blacked out from drinking>> No...

Played a prank on someone>> everyday wakkaka

Tag three people to do this:
-read
-this
-and do

Have fun~


-10:22 AM

going cosplay later at cine again!!! same char so if u going cine later find me ya!!!

Leo is the name shuuhei is the char XD see u all there!!
come back than blog


-5:21 PM

in this world there is not such thing as a stupid question there are juz stupid people that ask question at the wrong time making question stupid so to sum it all stupid people sux get it?

it totally sux when the class keep asking stupid questions and this questions are so unrealated or more or less they have already got the answer and just wanna test ur intelligent. So does it make them stupid or make them look smart?

so next time when u ask questions ask at the right time and also dun keep using "i have a question " coz u have not juz one question but alot of stupid question and making other people stupid does not make you look smart it juz makes you more stupid to me coz why ask when u already know the answer? Retard people. and please note that I do not fark care who you are as long as you are asking stupid question which I have almost define it you are probably not worth any of my attention . it is just a few stupid people which just make me so piss off and making me so turn off today. Friend or not by asking stupid question you are just making me puke you know? So fuck off or maybe you dunno what is the meaning of fuck off or simple English since you dun even know what is shut up. We are doing micro bio and not bio chem. If you wanna do stupid subject everyday please do it yourself.

oh ya and to a certain person in class plz stop toking by opening ur month u sink the whole room and also your voice is just disgusting what kind of stupid logic do you have? your reasoning totally sux and to repeat ur points over and over again with more or less changing the sentence is more or less telling me that you are stupid. Just by showing off your use or words is juz an insult to my intelligence because for your information I take English in secondary scool or issit a fact that you do not have enough logic or maybe common sense to think that secondary scool students take English please go find out what is Singapore education system before asking question which you cannot even comprehend yourself. By laughing in class you are already showing how stupid you are you know? Do you know that your laugh is so disgusting or issit you need me to get you a voice recorder to make you realizes how disgusting you laugher is to make youiself so low you really have no feeling of shame or wad so ever? By calling you durain I am juz dirtying the name. I dun even think you should have a name or nick name to start with coz all I know is whatever you are being called you are making the word sound so stupid and plz dun call yourself stupid coz I know a lot of stupid people would have commit sucide if they know you call yourself stupid I dun even think that you should have come out in the first place I am very amazed that you mum did not die of shock when she know she gave birth to you. Anyway I am not even going to write your name here coz it will jus hang my com and spoil my blog so ya fark off and keep ur mouth shut at all times understand?

-9:32 AM

now in class suddenly feel so weird class no sound maybe because nacha still have not go out of class ba so now come here blog abit hha

i have not do my mirco bio lab report yet!!! and i do not intend to do... i dunno but i just give up doing it... maybe because i do not want to submit a crappy lab report juz some excuse i guess haiz.... on a better note i have been hire!! which means i will be even more busy!! but i will try to fork out time if i can ba... haha been hire to sell shirt i think not really bad lor... 5$ on week ends and 6$ for week ends so ya anyone interesting in working plz let me noe!!! hahaha

yesterday go to jem house and errmm go there eat and do lab report lol so ya.. jem cook and his cooking skills really very good!!! wakakaka i really wan more of his soup!! lol so ya... nex time go there again eat!! wakakka

oh ya all those that can make it on 18 this month to eat sushi plz let me know anyone as long as u know me can go liao ahha it is dutch hor!!!! haha errmm ya.. let me noe ba... i duno wad i am writing now XD so ya.. end this post ba


-8:23 AM

3 things..

Three Names You Go By
-Leo
-sh
-ah han

Three Parts Of Your Heritage
-ermm
-ermm
-wad to do?

Three Things That Scare You
-looking into the mirror
-scary movie not the movie scary movie hor..
-grave

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials
-Lappy
-money
- msn!!

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now
-earring
-pants *juz let u know i am not wearing undies now =x *
-shirt

Three Things You Want In A Relationship
-trust
-trust
-trust

Two Truths And A Lie
-chocolate are friends
-cakes are friends
-sweet are friends

Three Physical Things About The Opposite Sex That Attract You
-charater
-style
-eye

Three Of Your Favourite Hobbies
-roting
-eating
-bitching

Three Things You Want Badly Now
-a job
-DOD si, tender zen and KIRIL!!
-ipod nano

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation
-Japan
-Japan
-Japan

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die
- social work
- see shooting stars
- do something really meaningful

Three People I Would Like To See Take This Quiz
-adrain *dun have blog start one and do this wakkaka*
-fong fong
- anyone that read this wakakkaka


-10:07 PM

weee back liao!! wakaka

first is aug 18 all this ppl on the name list plz make urself free that day as in that day at nite for suchi outing!!!!plz reply thx alot!!!! if any more ppl wanna come plz let me noe also!!

izu
pong pong not going
tl confirm
adrain confirm
hii chan
sh90confirm
char
peck leng confirm
yuki
yoshi comfirm
eunice
cpf *dun dare ask*
mao

edited names added
Jem

ok so ya this list of ppl plz note that you are being book by me for sushi that day... will be going to cine for suki sushi.. and also plz be reminded that this is dutch!! which means u pay for u share =p


ok ok i dun think i have anyother thing to blog today.. maybe juz this ba... and errmm
" to live is not to fear death but to enjoy every moment until death"
so ya.. living a life meaning fully and also teasuring every moment of it is the most important thing... we are born to dead... so embrace death. i think i sound about saddistic now but ya.. haha

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