T e a r s
Monday, July 31, 2006
-1:33 PM
i am brekaing down soon.. i dunno wad is wrong wif me.. juz wanna run.....
Sunday, July 30, 2006
-10:37 AM
listening: this is love
ok this is utada hikaru this is love i like this song!!! omg the intro to this song is so nice and even through this is a life i think she did it very well!! not much performace but than i think she is more of a vocal person compare to koda kumi who have bigger
boobs u noe wad
ok anyway yesterday surprisingly i went out wif my parents which is like ages since we last went out together.. to think of it i it really surprise me coz all tt noe me well noe that i dun really like my parents. dig my history out and u will know it is not surprising i dun like them... anyway wad i had was porriadge with raw fish... very nice if u ask me so i may be planing to go eat it again... i must somehow get the photo uploadded to my blog soon.... wakkakaka
ok ok i am now abit over tora from alice 9 and i think i am going gay soon... and i am planing to do tora from alice 9 nxt yr st fest but than i need to shave my eyebrows which is like >.< i am not sure if i am still going to do tora T.T anyway to a certain person that thinks that i can be busy bloging when i am "claim" to be so busy the only thing i can say is that if u wanna rob even my rights to rant and my own free time than u are better well not read my blog so ya that ends my post today
Saturday, July 29, 2006
-7:58 AM
ok i will start this post with wad is on my mind now... my elective... wad could be more annoying than to select elective? so this are wad i will be doing *after i narrow down my choice*
Medical Microbiology
Cell Cycle and Oncology
Cell Culture
Stem Cell and Tissue Engineering
it gives me
great pain to know that i can only take 4 elective from the
stupid list of wounderful elective... so ya.. i am not sure wad to do.. but i think i will do microbio and also cell cycle ba... i think i have a clear path of wad i wanna do but than to think that my life will be base on this 4 elective.... so the only thing now for me to do is to work hard...
ok to all those that
are from my class read my blog i would juz like to say that i am sry for me slacking around the group doing nothing and geting my grades at the end of the day... i will try to change this
fucking habit of mine or at least try to contribute more ba...
and ya my bday is coming soon *i think* and i dun even have any farking plans... i think i need to save but than save for wad? there is this big question mark up there and i dunno wad to do bout it... maybe i should take it as another day...... later than update mum will kill me if she sees me using lapppy so early =x
Friday, July 28, 2006
-6:08 PM
"The only thing that never ceases to change, is Change itself." or rather i will put it " the only thing that never ceases to change is the word change itself" very reflective i guess
lol saw this somewhere coz some stupid ppl post this
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-2:17 PM
ok ok juz finish making my blog skin!!! haha
this time the idea was base on full metal alchemist hope u guys like it!!! wakakka
anyway today class so boring.. i think later i still need to rush the web design haiz.. totally sucky lor hmm 3rd meeting liao so go back do work liao...
Thursday, July 27, 2006
-3:41 PM
ok ok i have a LJ liao oh no... tt sounds so wrong.. ok ok i will re type...
ok ok i have a live journal liao!! haha so whoever wanna add me can add liao!!! i dun even know wad is the purpose for me to get a
LJ live journal when i have a blog haha so ya..
anyway class is totally boring rite now so i am here to blog!! haha errmm ok something made me very piss yesterday... our idea was "rejected" i hate it... and now i need to redo everything and the dead line is on next week monday.. which is to me totally #T%!R@#D213r so ya i need to do some rush work!! wakakka but than i am happi to say that errmm.. rp anime ig is right on track!! wakakka ok ok.. we are still unoffical but than i have to say that we are on track!! wakakka realli happi haha i hope can really set it up as official which will be the furtherest achiviment i will have!! haha ok ok i think i will end here liao... back to shooting ppl haha
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
-11:02 PM
act or Fiction1. What is the best nickname you ever had? -
Leo2. Which way of suicide would you choose? -
carbon monoxide poisioning *same as fong fong*3. Rate your social life from 1 to 10.
- 74. Are you in love with someone at the moment?
-YES5. Are you missing someone at the moment?
- YES!! more than one !! the whole kuriochou wahaha6. Will you die for the one you love?
-depends.7. Do you think love hurts?
-yes and no... there are ups and downs8. What is the best thing about love?
- knowing each other 9. What is the worst thing about love?
- there is a down in love10. Will you wait for someone you love?
- yes!!11. What song best describes your love life at the moment?
- hoshi boki.12. Do you wanna get married?
- depends13. Have you talked to the person you love for the past 24 hours?
- toking now14. Do you keep memories? -y
es.15. Is love always on your side or the opposite?
-ask love16. Are you sick of love?
- errmm....17. Are you sick of the the question of love?
- ermmm... ignore this18. What are you going to do tomorrow?
go scool eat slp rot the daily cycle!! 19. What do you want so badly now?
- chocolate!!!2o. What's the song that you last downloaded?
-utada hikaru - blue21. How much do you love music?
- omg!! i think music is life itself!!22. Do you play an instrument?
-yes!! but not very good... VOS consider?23. What movie did you last watch?
- over the hedge on lappy24. Do you believe in love forever? - nope
25. What's in your mind now?
- why fong fong let me suffer!!!26. What song is in your mind now?
- eyes on me27. Five people to do this:
- charmine, nat , willow , angez and anyone reading this!!! juz do!!!
-10:34 AM
listening now : stick with you pussycatdolls
i think my blog now is the most disgusting thing on earth and i seriously need to change my skin coz i am finally geting sick of it !! ok the problem now is the big BUT which comes in saying that leo is starting to hate designing blog skins and also websites due to some stupid stuff. so ya that sums it up but than i dun wan my blog to look so pong pong - lish hence maybe i juz should change it.. see when i am free ba haiz ...
i think this phrase "see when i am free ba" comes in alot this few days... sad rite? to know that i have not master how to take note of time after so mani years of being late and having made to hand in homework on time.
pray hard today that stupid lazy ppl dun reject our work or i will flare and yes leo rarelly flares. ok i am late for some reason or another liao so bb!!
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
-11:47 PM
now listening : simple and clean
wakakak i will start my post by saying that i found my comet !! but than it is now not the seasson for shooting starts to fall so will wait till the time is right.
ok tml should by right be a rest day and i so happen to get myself i deep shit by granting myself 3 meetings!!! waakka power rite leo? nothing to do find 3 meeting.. no lah 2 is web design 1 is faci meeting haha. but i hope tml meeting i will not go without any gain... i really hope our proposal can make it!! than i will say that my design skills are more or less up to mark ba... but really... if tml dun give us positive feedback i will R@!#r214 it is really waste of effort lor.. haiz..
ok i go back chat liao lol will try to update soon if there is nothing much!!
-1:25 PM
juz found this on deathgaze blog !! wakaka so down it errmm ya i am a sheep never expect a sheep i tot i will get dog but nvm lah sheep also cute !!

Peaceful and gentle, lambs have been used in religious imagery for millennia. Lambs are baby sheep, an animal tended by shephards since the dawn of history. As a lamb, you tend to stay together in a flock and graze on grassy land. Lambs don't mind being led and tend not to go off on their own.
You were almost a: Groundhog or a
PonyYou are least like a: Parakeet or a
MonkeyWhat Cute Animal Are You?have fun and do it!! haha
-8:09 AM
i said that i was ok too soon liao and now i am sick again -.- sore throat again and now i have a "sexy" voice haiz... too bad KC use finish all my fisherman friends liao T.T sadded.. need buy more!!
yesterday so tire.. gone home first thing eat than go slp until this morning.... did not expect myself to sleep for that long i was expecting to update my blog yesterday nite or at least go for mass convo T.T nvm nvm i think tonite ba. oh ya yesterday anime ig have had a meeting i guess it is more of a hang around thing... coz only 5 ppl turn out but than glad to say that we did somethings ba
ok class wanna start liao haha so later than update!!!
Sunday, July 23, 2006
-11:10 PM
listening: this is love - utada hikaru
i will try to include it in my post as in the listening part.... oh ya btw to everyone out there *yes you* utada hikaru latest album is very good!!! i am i love with her first track
this is love and also
colours , passion and of coz her lastest
blue!! i think all her songs are like so pop and so relaxing? it is like dun can juz hear it over and over again haha
ok wad i did today... let me think... errmm oh ya today went out movie wif pong pong fc wakakaka was like in the morning i got no money and thankful my mum sponser me some * love you mum! * ok i think i am being so hypo now... but than this is reality ba.. when someone is nice to you, u generally think that is is good and also errmm well i juz dunno it is like those who goes against you are
asshole no good and those who follow you are
god nice people ? ok enough of this haha so ya got cash from meme and than when to meet pong pong fc and co than we buy ticks for 3pm slot so we where there roting like for 2 hrs oh ya elie showed up!! wakaka had so much fun roting there!! errmm before movie we all go carfore to buy food total 2 ruffles and 6 drinks and we all
hide put inside our back and
smuggle bring it in wakkaka
the movie
TO ME was so so only i think it is funi by lack certain errmm story ba... but i dun think pirate is really that nice... so after movie we when to bk to rot somemore and keep geting hints from this worker there that we are taking up space * we did not buy anything hor * so we all go to mac lor which was a good thing haha elie had a ice cream * ya she is pro waited us for 2 hrs * than we did the class saviour !!! we took the tray from the next table which have juz finish with her coke and all and put in on our table to make it looks like we are having someone to do at mac !! oh ya something amaze me today when we grap the coke it was like neveer drink at all maybe juz a few sips to come to think of it i really dun understand why ppl keep complaing they have no moeny when they can juz get coke for juz a few sips... haiz.. maybe it juz apply to her ba....
ok i keep questioning myself if this is possible.... i keep questioning myself if this is ready but i juz cant tell myself to go on... i need to step back and i think this is the only way ba... i am juz selfishtml back to scool haiz... back to being busy? haha
monday *nothing*
tue * maybe meeting nacha to discuse FYP *
wed *web design meeting *
thurs * screening *
friday * maybe meeting to finish up web design *
this sums up wad i am doing next week ba... i better get a early night ba...
-11:48 AM
this song bring back memories...
song: endless story
by yuna ito ( http://www.yunaito.com/l/endlessstory.html)
If you haven’t changed your mind
Then I want you by my side Tonight
I’m so tired of always having to bluff
Everytime I think about you baby, I feel so young
If I could just tell you I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry
You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever
Memories of our time together
this way, they don’t go away
Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,
gentle tears started to spread over my chest
This is not where it ends, I’m missing you
please don’t let go of my hand
You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever
You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever
You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever
Labels: Songs
-10:06 AM
OKAY. BECAUSE I READ NAT BLOG. I HAVE TO DO THIS IN THE END:
10 THINGS I WANT HERE RIGHT NOW
- dolfie
- sheatland sheepdog
- cool colour contacts
- chocolatessss
- winter white hamster
- i pod nano
- money
- food!!
- new lappi
- utada hikaru new album !!
10 THINGS I WANT FOR MY FUTURE:
- teach
- have sex before 25 * i know i am despo*
- have one big house
- migrate!!
- be rich
- have lots of dogs!!
- have lots of hamster
- get phd in wadever i am doing next time
- go to all parts of japan
- eat all the chocolate in the world!!
10 THINGS I MISS
- secondary sch
- bitching
- kuroicho
- chibi !!
- sushi outings
- CPF and ah nice
- hokaido
- ah fat
- craping
- having a life!!!
10 THINGS I LOVE
- dogs
- hamster
- chocolate
hii chan =x take it that u never read this
- my lappi
- kuroicho
- koda kumi!!!
- FF8
- bleach
- myself!!
10 THINGS I BRING EVERYWHERE I GO AND WHY?:
- Hand phone : call ppl lor
- bus card : how to travel u tell me
- money : need explain this?
- a good friend :
bitch bitch bitch tok tok tok
- atm :
draw moneyfor emergancy money!!
- lappy : lappy is nice!! but heavy
- small book : write things
- pen : write wif my blood?
- my bag :how am i suppose to carry everything? ya including the friend
- miss out any?
10 BLOGS I ALWAYS READ:
- Flo
- cpf
- eunice * try to update plz *
- angez * never give me new blog how to read *
- jamie
- mai
- sh90
- yoshi
- willow
- nat
got me into this shit
10PPL I WANT TO SEE DO THIS:
- ah nice * something for u to update!!*
- angez
- izu
- sh90
- yoshi
- yuki
- nat * i dun care do this again!! * wakakka
- jamie
- willow
- AND TO WHOEVER READINGS THIS
Saturday, July 22, 2006
-8:04 PM
just finish typing out the things we did during yesterday meeting and will be sending it out on monday... leo is almost back in shape thx to the feeding from fisherman friends!!
well the reason why leo keeps a blog is to rant after all and that is the only place i can rant!! there is no use ranting to someone else who will rant to another person that i am ranting to him/her so the point now is to mass rant to everyone and for those who dun care bout my rant is to rant to my blog!! i sound so in need for a tok right now or rather someone to rant right now.....
tml will be going out for movie... long time never watch movie liao.. and to think that the whole 2 week i am being busy over meeting and stupid things i think i really need a break for myself... but the truth is i still have to get myself to do things after the movie rite? and that there is so many things undone.. i guess i have juz my list of songs on my lappy to spend my time with and to work harder to get things done... i sound like i really need a life right now... wtf maybe i will be spending life like this for the next few dunno how many yrs when i work... i think it is juz the enviroment that is to blame singapore after all is a stressful and competitive society.unless you are the tai tai group, the moment you are relaxing you get thrown off track and there is so much backstabing and so much things that we wanna compare cars money eductation test results.... there is just so many things to work for and so little time... i would be label a sinner if i count the number of brain cells i kill per min...
i dun think my parents will be so kind to get dinner for me so i will juz get my lazy ass down to get some for myself... haiz... later come back still need type things... wtf... anyway until another time bye!!
Friday, July 21, 2006
-10:41 PM
leo is offically sick!!!!
wad can be worst than sore throat and fever? well let me tell u wad... sore throat fever + darker eye rings + a handfull of things undone... ya i have a pile of god know what to do and i am sick very good timing rite? i totally need a break from all this stuff.... and the good thing now is someone have ask me if i wanna do my FOP this yr which means that i will have more things on hand... well i dunno but i think the ' project ' she was toking to me about is more or less interesting... so ya i need to find more ppl and also to get my sick ass down to the faci next week to ask her if i can do the project as FOP.... i dunno why people think that leo is very free... maybe they are just not in my shoes ba...
i dunno if i have mood swings or not... i mean wad happens if someone tell u that u have mood swings? maybe it is the things i have on hands and stuff like tt, the *wounder off alone in my own mind* thing which will happen to me... or maybe is because i dun like butting in into topic which i totally dunno and find it rude myself to butt in... but than all this are excuse ba... maybe i need to get my mind check see if it is still one peice.... or maybe a few little pieces by now...and if i am lucky i does not even exsist there now... haiz...
maybe i hould have an earier nite today... so nitez all!!!
-3:15 PM
i dun think i will finish my other post.. too lazy i guess...
ok i am officailly sick!!! thx to chocolate cake which make me sore throat and now geting a tempreture... stupid... later got ut and i did not study.. ok i dun study at all for ut.. but than i think this time i will not pass lah haiz...
meeting everyday... so sad lah.. haiz... later still got meeting also.. never mind ba... leo will die soooon wakkakakaka
going dc soon so later than blog ba..
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
-12:12 PM
leo is back to blog!!! wakakkaka
yesterday sushi outing wif kurochio !!!
not really much ppl came coz alot got scool work and stuff like that but than we had 2 tables!!! wakakka was like really fun!! me had alot but than i dun think i eat more than the last sushi trip... sadded..
after shushi we go walk walk than go bitching wakakka....
i really think i cant blog liao... or rather i got no mood to blog.. so i guess i willcome back to finish this post when i have the time and mood ba...
Sunday, July 16, 2006
-1:49 PM
an email from angez
The Little Girl And A Bird ...very funny story
Once upon a time, there was a guy sunbathing in the nude.
He saw a little girl coming towards him, so he covered himself
with the
newspaper he was reading.
The girl came up to him and asked "What do you have under the
newspaper,mister?"
"A bird," the guy replied.
The little girl walked away and the guy fell asleep.
When he woke up, he was in a hospital in tremendous pain.
When the Police asked him what happened, the guy replied, "I don't know. I was lying on the beach, this girl asked me well !!!! eh ...about my privates, and the next thing I know is I'm here."
Police went back to the beach, found the girl, and asked her
"What did you do to that fellow in the beach?"
After a little pause, the girl replied, "To him? Nothing.I was playing with the bird and it spit on me, so I broke its neck,cracked its eggs, and set its nest on fire."
-11:41 AM
i am reaching my boiling point
Friday, July 14, 2006
-3:56 PM
houki boshi
Alone, I looked towards the sky and saw a comet,
Although the burst suddenly vanished in a moment.
My heart becomes hurt with thoughts of you,
Right now I want to be with you, but I can't leap the skies so...
Maybe if I could become a comet,
I could leap through the skies to you.
Whatever kind of tomorrow comes, since a comet is always unbreakable,
This feeling is strong.
I don't like it when it rains. When it was dimmed out,
I remember what you said, even now.
"In the night sky, after the rain, beautifully, the stars appear."
Considering that, I've come to like the rain too...
Maybe if I could become a comet,
The overflowing light will fall,
So whenever times are sad, the you who looks to the night sky
Will come to smile and, like the comet, want to shine more.
What are you always fighting with on your own?
Being by your side is something I can't do but...
Maybe if I could become a comet,
I could leap through the skies to you.
Surely, without fail I'd reach you in this moment of light
And your now illuminated sky will revolve.
If I could become a comet,
Surely, I would rise by your side,
Whenever the time.
Labels: Songs
-3:34 PM
i hate stupid feelings... i really hate stupid feelings..
i am going to make a new skin soon i think... i dunno if i am too lazy or wad but ya... there will not be any new skin for the time being ba..
-10:54 AM
omg long time no blog liao... let me see where should i start..
ok cosfest juz finish.. errmm pics are all at
sg cafe or if u wan u can ask from me coz i am too lazy to upload liao or should i say there is too much to upload.... had alot of fun this cosfest and i think i am going to do another bleach char for EOY which will be Ulquiorra wakkaka shuuhei have gone to the dark side wakakakkaa
hmm i think i have 2 things that i really wanna blog about.. 1st would be.. money.. wahahah yes money.. i think i will be working this coming holiday.. coz i wanna save up for EOY and my tender zen... haiz i still dunno how am i going to do that because the way i eat and spend haiz.. *shake head*
*edited* i have deleted somethings here coz this is not suppose to be here now.. i am now in a state of confusion... i really dunno if anyone is trying to play a joke on me because... i juz dunno i really feel like stabbing myself now.. i dun wan go back to cuting myself.. but i dun wan get too stress up either.. i relly think i really suck lor... someone plz help me if u noe that i am in a taruma now..... i really need someone close to tok to now and that person happen to be in hospital now sadded... but realli.. someone who i trust and someone that know wad is happening... i hate myself now....
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
-10:29 PM
wakkaka i found someone else that have the same birthday as me wakakkaka lah lah the person is the one and only yuki haha
ok i am piss now errr with a BIG P Big I and 2 big S if you dunnno piss means that i am not happi and most likely cause is my one and only family lah lah i think my family sux i dun even think that i should be here anyway ya life sux so that is why i am PISS i will not rant anymore toking bout them is a waste of time anyother day another time i will blog again lah lah
Sunday, July 02, 2006
-10:06 AM
i will need to edit the previous list BUT i may cut ppl out coz i dun think i have enough to spend =x so the following is after the edited list :
me
cpf
eunice
ah fa
terli
ultramao
ah yaizu
charmmaine
hii chan
adrain
yoshi
yuki
Cs
ws
grace
seiw huey
dap
vanjamie
wallace
angez
florence
ok i am abit crazy of dolfie now for those who dunno wad a dolfie is errmm this is the link
ShallSii think they are very cute!!! wakak dunno why suddenly wanna buy something like tt.. haiz.. i thinki am going crazy liao... so i maybe need to save up after my b.day or should i say start saving now...
ok got bad news for myself.. my mum wans me to use my saving money until end of this yr which means she is not providing a single cent for me until the end of this yr which is WTF... maybe need to find for job desparatly liao... sadded.. i dun even think i can get a dolfie now... nvm ba.. now focus on cosfest first others tok later ba...
Saturday, July 01, 2006
-10:53 PM
ok i think i am planing for a BBQ for my b.day.... but than i am not sure if it is comfirm a b.day not... this are the list of ppl that i planing to invite..
me
cpf
eunice
ah fa
terli
ultramao
ah ya
izu
charmmaine
hii chan
adrain
yoshi
yuki
Cs
ws
jamie
wallace
angez
that is all i think i will invite ba...
i guess i wan a dolfie now.. call shall... wakkaka nice nice !! tml than update more i guess...