T e a r s
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
-11:01 AM
i need sometime to help my broken heart not something more to add to it...
anyway hmm dun like to be left out ba... haha who likes it? LOL juz thinking how to really get the anime ig up... coz it is like there is so much delay and stuff like tt... i dunno wad is wrong!!!! fark me i did not put in any effort and here i am ranting? shit me!!! arghz have to work things out this holiday ba...
Monday, February 27, 2006
-8:31 PM
hahaha so funni LOL make myself happi for some reason or other... i am waiting for something tt will not happen ba... haha so funni rite? LOL hahahaha laugh it out and hope everything turn out rite ba... i hope... i really dun wanna hurt myself more than i need to ba.... sometimes it is juz sad but than... i hate myself for falling in love... haiz... like gravity does not cause ppl to fall in love... but than fuck newton wif his gravity now... i cannot feel sad now i cannot feel bad not... coz i am at my friends house... juz have to laugh it out ba... hahahaha and maybe juz go home and stop myself from thinking so much ba... fuck this feeling dun make mye now i can bet tt i will curse and swear at anyone now... i juz need some time alone ba... haha to laugh things out myself ba....
-6:31 PM
wahahha so long never really update liao... hmm where to start... ok i think i will start by sharing something
wad u do when u step on someone toe !!! really interesting rite? haha i step on someone toe and it is the last toe which is 1/100000 chance of steping it so wad happen he told me " my toe leh" so i was like abit piss lor u get me? haha coz errr..... think bout it lah hor u step it not on purpose de and somemore it is not as if u wanna step like this lor so this stupid ass told me tt and i am not really happy lah hor anyway who will? haha so i was like saying SO-RRY two parts to make it sound err... nice? haha anyway i tot of wad to say liao u say very big issit? haha coz if he say ya than u say no wounder i will step on it i dunno u are such an admormal baby haha and than if he no than u say than ok lor haha anyway i am such a nice soul i did not do tt and thx god i did not do that but than dun let me see his car again or u can see his blue car turn into a silver one wahaha am i not juz so kind? scratch his car so kind of me rite? at least err.... i help him change his car colour haha
ok ok i will stop being lame.... hmmm KODA KUMI ROX haha the dance and the song is totally crazy nice!!! this is the link to the MTV
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Riq8SBVUiDI&search=koda%20kumi it is totally so crazy hot haha i am juz being abit sick... ok mybe not abit haha juz sick
i wounder why sometimes some ppl will juz keep trying and trying as in restarting the game when u dun get something.... issit it abit err... boring?i mean it is juz a ps2 game rite? wanna try so hard for wad? haiz... i wanna play the ps 2 de... but than nvm i wll not rant haha maybe i juz dun have the right mind ba... odd ball haha...
ok here is something juicy haha wad happen if ur best friend u call a brother suddenly date the gal tt u are woo-ing and it is like happening for 2 months and now than u find out? haha wad will u do? somehting stupid rite? but than it happen... ok to clearify things it is not to me my goal is chelle =x but than it happen to of of my friends... wounder wad he will do... abit tormenting ba.... i mean ur best friend and someone u love? it is like some drama haha but than it happen... and it is abit sad but than all i have to say is... better to remain as friends? hard but something u got to accept ba...haha
today post like so long like tt... i think i geting into this habit of posting one long long entry after like 1 week 5 days like tt... haha LAME haha
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
-11:13 PM
*yawn* wanna slp now but than see my blog so long never really go blog anything haiz... abit sad lah hor... hmm ok ba now juz blog a few things but first...
tammy NYP sex scandal... this topic have create alot of buzz in the internet and i for one admit i did went to kapo abit lah hor... anyway juz look through some other blogs and hmm i dunno wad to say now... everyone have their own privacy ba.. but than when someone or the community go into this privcy... it becomes abit of a sandal ba... so now the big news is tammy which i think top the search of yahoo anyway as i was saying... she is a rather poor gal ba... i mean ur friend or who ever it is took ur handphone and see all the messages in it is already bad enough liao still put it on net... and now everyone is toking bout it and pointing fingers at her... why was the boy not being put to the blame why tammy? her mind is already being tormented so badly and now she is being put on the list of ppl to be expel?i mean it is abit unfair in this aspect rite? ok i am toking abit of rubbish here so plz dun quote me and say anything bout this coz the fact now is that i am toking rubbish...
so now back to the post... rp going to move to woodlands liao and hence it will be the end of my first year in rp? haha 1 more week... so looking forward to it but want it to end further... i dunno wad is this feeling but it is like u wan something and yet u dun wan it... coz holidays coming but than good bye to my friends? it is something sad ba.. but than it is part of life and... we still meet and tok rite? only tok lesser only ba... haha the best class i have so far... wanna slp liao tml than contiune ba....
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
-12:50 PM
wahaha new skin haha this time is something from bleach the char is gin juz make it with 30 min =x =x i think i am geting better and better liao .... hmm i dunno why i hjuz suddenly feel so isolated like tt... when ppl need me they are nice to me they find me when they dun need me than they juz go... haiz... wad ever back to work *yawn*
Sunday, February 19, 2006
-9:43 PM
wahahah i juz come home... hmm ok now update 2 days worth of activities.... haiz... time juz pass so fast... sad lah anyway i willstart bloging liao
sat
wahaha i juz love sat... went to watch cosplay wif shan janice flo ah nice nick and jamie.... and oh ya wee siong haha anyway err... meet them at 1 and went to eat first itwas not really tt of a great cosplay but than after all it we did not pay 12 $$ it was really fun lah hor...i will try to post the pic asap i hope... anyway hmm when to bugis after that to shop shop shop and more shop wahaha dunno wad so nice but than juz shop ba...
sun
when back wif eunice to shop and suddenly decided to peirce my ears so i got my ear 1 hole lor wahaha not really pain ba.. but now need take care... sain haha anyway my parents still dunno yet =x =x haha so good luk = / juz now went out take eunice dogs for walk with her family had really a great time wahahha and they treat me dinner... so pai say lor... haiz.. but than everything come with a price? haha ah nice sis ask me go paint her new house.. so it is like wah!!! everything sure come wif a price tag... or u can apply soo han theory eveything wif out a price tag is free wahaha
haiz... abit lazy to blog now... haha tml ba tml ba...
Saturday, February 18, 2006
-11:40 AM
i sometimes hate rp dunno why... haiz... the ut grades for the pass 3 not out yet and i am like tmd tmd faster faster.... coz it is like 3 out of 4 UT mah for those tt dunnno so i was like if 3 get B+ or A above C i pon the rest of the UT liao but than the fac are juz being smart haiz... too bad lor... cannot pon... i am juz being pure lazy wahahaha anyway err.. wad i have to say ar? hmm oh ya i heard entu grades out liao lah lah i am not going to check it ba.. mainly because i do not wan to see her grades even if she give me a D i also dun care look at me do i look like i care? no i dun care wahahah !!! later go cosplay and was like wahahha dunno wad to dress go there... wanna get this gothic look de but than... omg CPF say if i dress gothic she is not going out wif me later for her retail therapy haiz... jzu my luk haha anyway err.... ya so i going there wif my pants and shirt nothing more wahahah and maybe a camera...
well wanna 12 liao i think i get my ass moving liao so to all take care i will try post the pics!!!!
Friday, February 17, 2006
-2:46 PM
wahaha today remake my blog..... hmm not really remake ba.. change back my blog skin to koda kumi skin... hmm today doing on blog... and saw some goooood blogs mr brown and xaixuie really good blogs haha anyway juz wanna say that i wanna keep my own blog small haha... juz wanna make more skins ba /*yawns* fac now toking to ya...
-9:24 AM
*yawns* i dunno why i am slacking like siao... i am totally freeloading now... i really hope i can work... feel so drain... issit because the sem is ending or am i juz another slacker?
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
-10:29 PM
my rj the longest i write so far wahahaha
i think that there are 2 reasons why family run companies do not last beyond 3 generations.
1)the son is not interested in the job and hence there is no one to pass the skill to. a very good example are hawkers.they may have children but than the children could have got degrees and hence perfer a more well paid job than selling food, ending the skills. even the best chicken rice stall will close down if they do not have the skill pass on and hence it is a factor.
2)to make more profit the family run company may try to expand and hence it may find partnership with other companys or they could have want to sell shares and hence they could very well lose the companies if it is not manage properly as in other people buy over the shares to be the major share holders or merge with another company as a form of partnership.
PS: i am not really happy about today leasson because of the making fun of the name. i am sure you have also been called names and maybe have your name made fun of. if you are ok with it i have nothing to say but than if u have experience that type of "pain" before i see no reason why you could not understand the fact than makeing fun of someone name is a fun and enjoyable thing. because you are a fac that is why i chose not to be rude however you should not have take the further step to take on someone just because he is unhappy due to the fact that his name was made fun of. i also feel that i did nothing wrong before the 1st meeting by going to my own blog. you did mention that you do not tolerate any bloging and stuff however it is during your leasson that this logic hold i therefore am abit piss for the fact that i was being screen as well as being scolded and perharps make fun of for doing nothing wrong.i feel that rp have a reason for having the meeting and the break out which is to teach us how to manage our time and if i can learn something at the end of the day produce result at the end of the day i do not see why it will be a "crime" to blog as well as msn.i may be sensitive to this because it is not something i encounter everyday if it was someone close to me i may have very well tolerated it and accept it as a joke but than you are not really that close to me so please understand this fact. if you have something wrong with me pleace let me know. it is not really a good experince to learn with anger at heart and hence it is something i do not wish to have in rp next time because it will affect my grades and most importantly my learning of that day. thank you for the time to look at my feedback and wish you all the best
-1:24 PM
yesterday vday so was like got some of my friends some things haha and.... got that special someone flowers and a bracelet.... anyway was like hmm plan to send her home? but than end up only send her to yo cho kang coz hmm... i think too fast liao ba...and she also feel tt why... ok maybe the other way haha anyway i think i slowing down ba... but than i muz jia you de wahaha i will only update until here wahaha wanna noe more come ask me ba /gg
-9:51 AM
no mood to blog stupid fac can in class make fun of ppl name funni issit?
-12:41 AM
juz make finish the ff8 skin... abit rite wor... now 12 liao =x =x will give u the lastest tml ba... so do wait =x =x
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
-7:55 AM
ahhhhh i got the gift i got the flowers but i dun dare to give... dun wanna make her pai say or should i say dun make meself pai say ba.... sob... how how??
Monday, February 13, 2006
-11:34 PM
ok juz came back... it was abit of a last min thing coz i never tot of buying something for vday for anyone but than suddenly got enlighten coz of someone plz hor not at all cost evan hor =x coz i have this strong feeling that the bhb queen will say enlighten by her =x and so ya i went to buy all the stuff wahahaha u all will noe wad i buy ba tml... so now have a big hole in my pants haha
dun wan tok more liao ba i go wrap gift liao ^^ cya ba
Sunday, February 12, 2006
-10:07 PM
it is so good to learn new things weeeeee~~~ if only i can say that everyday i go scool =x ok lah abit sot haha coz today my first time in my life i learn how to peel prawns!!! wahahaha so exciting =x
i was provided dunno how many prawns but i think more than 200?? than i was ask to peel it lah coz i helping my uncle mah he sell mee lah than got prawn ... so was like ok... i never peel prawns beacuse i dun take sea food due to the fact that i am a complete lazy ass who will not wanna lift a finger to peel it coz it make the hand so dirty and than so disgusting lor... anyway as i was saying i have had to peel the prawns and i started at 8 than 9 i still peeling * clap clap* to noe that i only peel 1/5 of wad i am suppose to peel * i really take my time =x* so the good kind very nice aunt come and help and to noe that after she help we finish at 9.30 =.= but than so fun lor peel prawns peel until very happi first time ^^
ok in reguard to my previous post err... ok ws is i dunno but than not in my good book does not mean i hate him to the core like tt juz tt not in my good book ba... how to say ar....? it was like last time the way i see nick like tt lor i not in my good book but than still friends... something like tt ba... anyway i really feel that my class now really really good class and to noe that we will be parting soon... T.T but than we are still friends rite? haha i wanna end this journey happily.. so i dun wish to or hope to scold anyone or at least be piss wif anyone ba *think positive that is always the best way* well even if it is not positive convine myself it is
in class like got some err conflict like tt ba... i will not shoot anyone but than it is juz my point of veiw so dun scold me... i think that some fac are abit bais... well i think i cannot say bais but than it is juz that they only see what you do in class but now what you learn... like u can freeload all the way and than crap your way through they still give you an A i really reallu hate this type of fac... well i cannot say it is totally their fault ba but than when someone crap u can tell it rite? but than after all fac are still human ba... be angry wif them but than forget about it ba... as to someone that was suffering under the rulership of a not so nice fac... all i have to say is * if a person slap one side of you face turn the other side to him * tt all i have to say ba... he may very well change how he see u... if u hard go hard than err.... it will not turn out nice ba... hope u get my point... not sideing anyone here hor !!!
i really really wanna learn something i like soon... use to go to the library on weekends de than go there read alot alot of books mostly on hamster and dogs ba...but now... haiz... dunno ba... dun feel like going? i really wanna go... maybe next week ba... go library rot =x so anyone wanna go library tell me thx%^^
-12:34 AM
to everyone that read this blog and to most of the ppl that are unhappi wif wad i post get this right
WHAT I WRITE HERE IS WHAT I FEEL YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THIS BLOG PLZ DUN COME BACK I AM NOT GOING TO ENTERTAIN SUCKERSanyway today was fun go CPF house pray year haha almost the last day and but than really have had a nice time... hmm wad abit piss wif someone coz of some stupid thing he did
anyway was planing with ah nice and cpf "sucide" at cpf house thinking of how to and where to jump down to get the best perfect picture of the sucide and mind you her house is at 13 floor [ edited this is a joke hor apparently some ppl misunderstand it =.= ]
i think i have a list of people that are err... not really in my good book? haha
ah tian
nick
BK
ws <- abit
i think this are the few ba... i dun need write the reason but somehow i dun like them day by day as time pass.... anyway time for bed liao so nitezzzzz
Friday, February 10, 2006
-11:52 PM
i am back to my noraml self but i still think i need more time to be alone... need more time to get my mind right i dun wanna fall into the same trap let my mind be ensare by the same thing.... Peace....
Thursday, February 09, 2006
-8:53 PM
i have decided to let go.... love after all is not to hold on rite? haha seeing the person u love being happi is more important than being wif tt person and not being happi ^^
hmmm....really sry to all... was really in a bad mood ba... haha hope never scare u all =x and to evan fel sry wor make u all mistake liao not angry wif u guys
i have totally cool down liao so err.... back to the old seiw mai? haha
today here this song by the stripes song name is loosey so was thinking wad is the song about =x =x but than there is one part " everybody loosey " and there was another part "get ready to go loosey" haha dun think to much hor haha how i got this song is from burst angel so err..... haha
sem gonna end soon... hmmm better treasure the days i have wif my classmate ba the best class i have so far haha so to all stay cool and peace be ^^
-8:19 AM
i am now retyping and retyping... i dunno wad to say now... i am so not myself... anyway the whole world is making a joke out of me this few days... well at least this is what i feel it was totally fuck up.
stupid ppl stupid ig stupid me stupid everything
some people are juz born stupid or at least i feel they juz have to open their big big month and either suck up or shoot u until u die at least they have not got me with the bullet but than fuck to open month big big juz to suck up to teacher? i do not care much ba... but than this is juz too much juz to get an A this farker try to shoot as well as try disprove everything that i will say or wad ever someone will say this is totally stupid coz he beat around the bush feeling that he have the best idea and try all means to disprove you when u already have got all the points right and he is trying to contidict you *clap clap* pon liao still do rj for shit? dun act as if u noe anything when u noe nothing wtf issit that hard to shut the fuck up mouth of yours?
next is the stupid ig wahaha i love seting up ig it have been such a nice task for me... well sry angez jamie and flo.. but than i really have to say this like it or not the whole anime ig is not totally fuck up why? because we are puting in so much effort but no one is puting affort into it itreally feels like fark yesterday meetin haha wad kind of meeting is tt? we hav less than half of the poeple there nothing was settle and there is 3 farkers to wad i think 2 which cannot let do of the lap top and juz cannot stop making fun play music and all wtf is tt? and there is this farker there opening his stupid mouth and suggest things that have already been discuse wtf is this? ya *clap clap* nice meeting nothing is god damn settle. how much effort i have in this ig is totally wasted.i love the people in the ig thx for making me me so miserable thx *clap clap* if no one is makeing any effort from now on i am going to juz fucking let this ig go.
next is stupid me and stupid everything wahahha i juz love this part the whole world is making fun of me *clap clap* i juz love this farking feeling i guess i juz need some rest... tmd tmd thx for hating me and everyhing thx so much i will not tok so much bout this coz i find myself stupid also
i hate myself i hate it when people take advantage of me thx alot thx alot. back to class now hear the stupid jerome tok and tt stupid nick trying to suck up to him lah lah
ps: sry if anyone is sad unhappi wif this post but than as i type i get more angry and ya.... stupid me fuck up me hate me i hate myself too....
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
-11:26 PM
wahahah i am so happi right now wahahaha it seems the world is making fun of me again hahahahaha lets laugh everyone the world is making fun of me weeeeeeeee *clap clap* i love you world !!!! laugh and the whole world will laugh at you weeeeeee
Monday, February 06, 2006
-2:36 PM
wahaha today science today was like doing glowing more on GM ba so finish my ppt by 2nd meeting and the whole ppt i did ( the others find abit of the resource) bout 70% i do ba haha i dun really think i learn anything much but than i learn how to do text montage by myself wahahah it was really hard coz i dun have any background on photoshop but than wahahaha so happi this are wad i done ^^ dun say not good hor coz i juz learn sob will update more i guess ^^
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Sunday, February 05, 2006
-12:12 PM
love is not to hold on but to let go
-1:27 AM
now it is like way pass midnight going to 2 liao and i am here siting bloging haha.... not something i will do everyday if u really noe me....
today was like nothing much...slept the whole day due to my yesterday midnite chat... haha than at nite go out eat at jurong east wif my cousins ... nothing much ba...juz tt when we were eating there was this lion dance going on and it was really irriating after eat juz go my cousin house and than back home lor... so it was to sum up a boring day...
like i was saying i went to my cousin house than was like... saw chingay this yearly parade and this year theme was the parade of dreams if i am not wrong so i was thinking maybe can push anime ig than next year go with other clubs and cosplay in chingay and parade haha but than all this are juz dreams... "it does not do to dwell in dreams but forget to live" so ya...
it is good to have a dream it sets you goal who you wanna be picture what you wanna do.the fantasy world of yourself. the power of thoughs is so great tt it gives people the strenght to do things that he might not have done.But than after u dream you better wake up.... it is not how big your dream is but how far you are into and archive that dream. you can say you dream of flying but the only way is still by a plane. reality is needed it is so different from dreams and yet we need this dreams to empower us to do things.
siting here... was like thinking... and yet i cannot put it all down in words. i hope i dont make a fool out of myself...
come back to reality!!!
Saturday, February 04, 2006
-1:25 AM
have a few things in mind now... somethings juz piss wif it somethings juz err... confuse? nope... i guess unsure is a better word... anyway juz to say... have 2 things i am unsure of and 2..... piss wif...
for the 2 things tt i am unsure off... not going to say out one coz it is abit personally... my good friends should noe ba... someone sad something tt i am not err... really happi wif? although it is true but than.... i juz hope it will work out... and i hope tt it will not be like last time.... or i can go jump liao haha
and the other will be the anime ig thing... it is like hmm the passion die off? at first u see ppl so enthu bout it than now... all like dunno wad like tt... i really have 2nd thoughs bout the ig... but than will not because of one bucket of water than back off rite? if we have a try we have a go in it ^^ i will not fight a losing battle with myself before the war....
so the other 2 thinks tt make me piss err... one is ah nice and ah tian bout are freaks =x =x
ah nice suddenly tell me tt her mother cook liao and hence i cannot go ice skating and ah tian did not go for the dinner power rite? ah tian did not go coz he WAS suppose to be worshiping gods which leads to him eating steam boat with his friends. how great is tt? if u wan go steam boat dun need lie de tell us can liao lie to us say go pray pray wad the crap is this? tmd.... are we so unreasonable? maybe ah nice is coz she force me to her house but than me... i dun think i wll be so unreasonable lor... i now really question if u really were late or u dun wan come tt make u late or some how really late or was if ur dear or wad ever u call it... really crappy... i hate fuckers and if u contiune this u will be one urself.
gender bender.... lol stupid thing to talk bout... so i post one question myself. guys look at girls. sterotype rite? haha for me err... gals also look at gals and guys lah hor... so ya abit sterotype... but than for me... hmm it depends... got gal than dun look at other ppl coz later get k from her haha not really lah... but than will not look at other gals if i got someone liao =x but if i dun have a gf than i will look out for hot gals... coz err.... haha i am juz a guy =x =x so ya... i guess it have something to do with the homos
Friday, February 03, 2006
-4:19 PM
ok i admit it i am the source of all evil
i am made up of 99 % evil 0.9 % good 0.1% bad
i am evil ok?
i always pang seh de ok?
happi? so plz be warned next time plz check before u make friends with me
i pang seh 90% of the time de
i dun give face de
i dun care who u are
i am those stupid ppl tt dun care for other feeling
ya u can very well label me tt
-4:08 PM
i am such an ass....
so screwed up now....
call me wad you wan i am juz me....
i duno why i feel bad now.... tmd
piss wif some ppl piss wif myself....
emos eno zlp kcuf em edispu nwod
Thursday, February 02, 2006
-1:10 PM
feel so screwed up now....
-12:55 PM
wooooo i like my current clicks!! wahaha flo jamie wallace and ws!!! you guys rulez!!!
wahaha wad i did the last few days hmm........
on tue
was not really planing anything but than end up go out wif ws and flo... haha really really fun too bad jamie cannot make it LOL so sad =x =x
go to bugis first than after tt go sim ling square to get my mouse and earphone.... was like so fun lor... haha next we go to errr dunno where forgot liao i noe we go a few places
sim ling
funan
PP
esplanade
suntec city
hmm sun tec was the best go arcade there play photohunt haha really really nice...
ok to lets tok bout wednesday
go out wif wallace flo jamie and ws to watch movie end up watching jet lee fearless really a great movie haha after tt go ps than go esplanade nothing speacial ba... maybe coz i lazy to write down... haha like my clicks now ^^