T e a r s
Tuesday, November 29, 2005
-5:35 PM
hmm thinking of makeing a xmas skin hahaha but now still finding material wor... think i makeing it tonite... anyway going home wif ah cui so err... cya all?
Monday, November 28, 2005
-5:49 PM
hmm so long never really blog liao dunno wad to blog now lor haiz.... abit sain ba... now wanna find job no job wanna find me such a valuable reasource y no one wan? sad lor.... haiz... anyway err i think i not going to telll so much in my blog liao ba coz err... my class now abit 8 hang de...translant it to chinese( u will get it)
was like yesterday roting the whole day at tl house coz err.... was like wanna go his house watch anime de but than end up do there play ro and maple =.=" was like so swt lor but than err.... was fun ba haha really nothing much to do this few day nothing interesting i should say..... wanna get a stupid job...
i juz realise something ppl around me are geting sick!!! i think i am going down next lor... haiz... sad lah... dunno issit H5N1... all suddenly sick de.... really irriateing lor.... cough here cough there than sneeze here sneeze there haha lame.... anyway err i go off first ba...
Thursday, November 24, 2005
-1:39 PM
this game from li ying de fun ba but than dunno wad to type >.< haiz....
Rules of the game:
1. Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.
2. At the end, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this,and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.
here goes....
1) i take judo in my sec scool cca but than everyone thinks i from library de haiz.....
2) i have very good body clock and i mean really good haha at a standard time everyday i will wake up and i will feel tt i wanna slp at about 11 ba keep yawning and stuff >.<
3)the longest time that i did not change my underwear was 4 days when i go to camp and i HATE CAMP was really errr unhygience haha
4)the weirdest food i ate was rabbit meat omg it was in china and we were in restruat than they put the food never tell us is wad... haiz than end up eat liao than tell us is rabbit meat >.<
5)i will tok to myself if i am really sain... haha
plz let all this be in this blog thx!!! the next 5 ppl is angez, shocky , grace, ber and err... mao wahahhahaa
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
-3:00 PM
suddenly feel so piss now.... haha i guess coz err... my class? i dunno if anyone of u will be angry/ disappointed with this post BUT than i think i juz have to write it ba....
anyway was like doing all the work in my group today wor... but than it is not juz today but than for most of the other days... i have been doing all the work... and today i juz err... got piss when i do all the work and than ppl juz sit there and play game? LOL ok ba maybe i am trying to comfort myself by saying they are my friends and they juz have to relax dont they? but than.... i really have to be hornest to myself.... because i dont really noe how long is this going to contiune hence.... i juz dunno how to put it... it is like i do not like to hurt the ppl around me i try to mininize all the harm that i will do to ppl around me but than am i not hurting myself in the process? should i juz put a false smile and juz let it go? i can no longer tell myself that err... if they dun wan do it is their problem because... i really really dun like this feeling that i am doing all the work and no one help me and.... haha fill in the blanks ba... think i really abit piss now ba....
i no longer can put up this smile i am so sick of myself to take all this shit from ppl.... play game watch movie/anime in class when i do all the work than dunno wad all ask me cannot ownself search internet meh? everytime ask me than i ask who? i am so sick of this "class life" that i am haveing... if wan chong game i also can chong game de it is not as if i got no game to play....
juz a feel so hopeless now ba... dunno if it is the right word or not but than... ya... i dun wan to hurt ppl but than i can no longer take it tt i am hurting myself....
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
-5:33 PM




go out for culture problem than our group me fel liying yq and marinana was like walking in the rain and than take turnss to be in the umbrarla haha was like so funny... hmm there is some pictures lah hor so err... haha enjoy?
haha anyway err make new skin today find it nice maybe give it a 7/10 for my new skin? LOL anyway err going watch harry potter liao so err... cya? haha very short entry today... haiz...
Saturday, November 19, 2005
-10:06 PM
hmm wad to tok about... dun really noe wor haha anyway err.... it was a bit look since my last update... hmm wad to tok about.... lah lah lah really dunno haha hmm.... oh ya!!! i noe liao haha i think i blog about err.... how to piss ppl of wahahaha i noe i am a master at that but than err.... there are always mountain de so.... haha i will give u the top 5 ways to piss ppl off ( in rp tt is)
5)juz when all ur dear friends are looking forward to a early dismiss, you juz cant help to open ur big fat mouth this totally get u to being black listed and to add it ur big mouth juz says things tt are stupid and are totally crap!!!
4)dun crap too much and crap your way out when u dunno you point this really is a stupid attitide. u noe than u noe dunno than dun crap wad is the point of makeing yourself look as if u are right when u are not at all right? we come to scool to learn if u are wrong juz take it as a learning process. dun make it as if u really are tt clever to proof a teacher wrong which totally sux!!
3)on the number 3.... dun so ego not many ppl can accept people that are ego... contain it but if u really wanna get to number 4 than contiune being ego ba wahahaha one of the most stupid attitide i think.... and it really gets to some ppl. it does not take alot to make ppl label you as a big show off. make ppl regonize ur ability rather than showing them off!!! so err ya it brings u up to number 3
2) freeloading !!!! totally sucks but than i give it a 2 because some people can take freeloaders but than i for one cannot take freeloaders and wad make it worst is tt the freeloader freeload and takes all the credit of the work and the worst part is tt when the point is right he will say "i write one"and will say "he write one" when the point is wrong!!! this totally makes him the number 2 in my blacklisted list wahahahaha but than it is no more annoying to be consider as the top place because some ppl really can take free loaders
1) and at the first place (finally) haha is the stupid attiude of screening peoples com!!! YES start screening ppl com dun care if they are in msn or they are playing game juz screen their com and soon u will be the most hated person in the class!!! if u wan u can be braver and go to other ppl com to look at their stuffs when they are away!!! tt totally stinks!!! but than this is the best way to get the most hated person in class award if u ask me!!
u read all tt are up there haha it is not personal attacks i am makeing here but than juz to tell you ppl if u think u are haveing thing and enjoy pissing ppl off than by all means stick to you fark up attitude haha but than i hope u guys dun lol !! all this are nothing more but my point of veiw and as a master at pissing ppl off i do hope none of this is being err learn? haha KIDS PLZ DUN TRY THIS AT HOME wahahahaa
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
-4:47 PM
today come scool... err ok lah not bad haha ppl see my hair all say so cute haiz... nothing to say LOL all say so boy boy somemore got ppl say i pon scool yesterday coz i cut my hair which is SO wrong lor i go judo tt y haha anyway today was not really a bad day ba doing arts today hmm.... was like so funny lor coz new fac mah than ask how u define art and all those chim chim question haiz.... sad lah haha end up use this 2 painting one call starry nite and the other call blue pole haha so stupid lor need write report on the art peice lol haiz send dunno how long than write finish haiz.... now in class waiting for the ma house the horse haha later than blog ba lol
Saturday, November 12, 2005
-10:25 PM



so happy wor juz cut my hair haha new look lol hmm... cut it today hmm coz was likego out wif my family for "family dinner" and than adults tok haiz... children like me always find excuse to go out so they will not critisize us de lol so err go for my hair cut lor hahaha i think very nice wor... lol see u guys than let me noe wad u all think ^^ thx
Friday, November 11, 2005
-11:39 PM
have u ever wounder wad is life wif out someone there for u? haha have always been thinking wad will it be like... hmm u have no one to tok to u have no one to turn to when u are trobled.....
sometimes it is only when we get apart do we realise how we feel for the other person... from everything happy to everything angry and to everything sad u will miss every part of it but than this are the little things than bond ppl together tt makes us speacial to one another and to ur special person tt thing is everything.... everyone is flawed. it is not the perfect that makes us perfect but the imperfection that makes us perfect... hmm wad am i saying... i think i am trying to say tt the flaws we all have make us who we are... and i am juz me and u are juz u with out imperfection will u be u and will i be me? like this if everyone is perfect than wad makes us special from each other?
i dun really noe wad is the point i am geting to now but i guess i miss her? haha not so much ba but than at least i got someone to turn to someone to share the problems wif... but i guess i still miss her in some way ba.... sometimes it takes time to accept someone flaw rather i should say seeing the flaw in a postive way ba... learn to teasure the ppl around u ba see them as someone tt u wanna embrace not change... to change the way u see the flaws of someone rather than to change the flaw of someone is wad i think is most important coz issit it wad makes us perfect? ^^