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-9:43 PM

hmm wad to say today... i was slacking wif my CPF and eunice haha was in BK like from afternoon till dunno wad time haha they were studying for higher chinese and the other O lvl which take place tml... i was like toking and roting there lor coz rp no home work no exam mah sad lah... really feel so bad wor... tok to them than they like need study for tml exam but than i still tok.... nothing to say about myself... was like thinking tml wanan pon scool or not than go out wif CPF after scool than she say she after tml exam need do project haiz... sain lah project again... nothing to say liao.. but than lucky she this wed free so going out wif her!!! so looking forward wor...

this few days dunno y dun feel like bloging dun feel like chating like tt... like suddenly lose interest in chating wor... dunno why i guess it have to do wif ppl not replying me ba i mean those really close ppl... i dunno if i am abit too irriateing not lor.... i guess i dunno when to stop ba...maybe all busy lor lalala juz think of the bright side haha....

anyway CPF eunice and all my other friends takeing major exam errr good luk ba!!!


-10:56 PM

so sain now.... cannot find all my very close friends.... sain.... wanna tok to someone really close but than..... where are all of them ar? hmm.... busy i guess....

mao go Hongkong
mun dunno if she really offline or she block me.... coz i think i somehow make her angry
shocky gone out
lei errr ju take it that he forever busy ba 24/7 busy de haha dunno is reason or excuse but than no diff rite? lol

i really hate it... sometimes... ppl juz walk out of ur life... hmm it is like suddenly u have this feeling that u are total stranger.... feeling alot of that lately.... i guess to some of my friends that i WAS close to i suddenly become a stranger ba.... some ppl think they dun need pretend they dunno me liao coz i think they really dunno me..... tt is so sad haha but than replacement is part of life ba....

today was like so sain lor... now i noe wad issit like to make no mao in the morning liao.... no more crap pal !!!! no one to chat liao !!! morning tok to who? sad lah !!!! somemore doing plays today.... i dunno y today like so slack dunno issit my team or wad.... i really wanted to do something but was like err no one doing.... it was really late 2rd meeting tt we started a really rush work... it was totally stupid... nick and his crap and dun wan say only lor michelle disappear dunno to where... =x

wah bleach so nice!!!! haha have to thx evan the p1 for introducing me to such a nice anime!!!!!! but than watch so fast download so slow de haiz.... i dunno how am i going to pass my time this few days... really hard to... i think i am at a totall lost ba.... guess i have to download more bleach to watch ba....


-1:54 PM

now so sain wor... err... ok lah haha listiening to song so come up date blog lor... hmm.... haha

group today was like so sain lor... i dunno is the group or the faci stupid mono tone ccb cannot listen to music during his class wtf go die lah if only he is entertaining than i will not even bother entertaining myself lor.... than juz now so sain de i do all the work again haiz.... ok at least marinah care to help me out haha but that was like so wanna finish liao haiz... nothing to say... the more i think the more angry i get lol....

i find myself likeing more and more of fast music!!! haha now i hear music all speed x 2 de lol hmm... i not really sure y but than so fast= so fun!! haha i guess i am geting a new way of life ba.... change alot my wad i like and stuff things like listening to fast songs my craze for seiw mai my caze for bleach now haha guess i really geting this new way of doing things ba.... use to read harry potter in like 1 day now i am dividing the whole book it takes me about 4 days to finsih a book ba.... lol i guess i am not so passionate about harry potter liao... alot of things really have change ba.....

now that stupid mark tee come in liao haiz... stupid mono tone freak lalala end my blog here ba....


-10:09 PM

today was really great... ok if u cross out the part where i was piss some how haha

today did computing faci say it was "not hard" after doing... hmm first part was really easy HOWEVER ya the however part come in... the however part was that the mid and the last part was really err.... wad u call it... hmm... hard ? haha and some how it was related which was totally scary hence i did not really understand wad the hell was it really about haha

1st break out go out buy breakfeast wif my classmates... hmm went all the y down to canteen alot of ppl there haiz... anyway juz got my rice than get my drink than head back to class... oh ya not forgeting my xiew mai hahaha juz got a stupid nick from my friend... call me xeiw mai haiz... but i think better than being called pentian 1 processer ba hahaha

now to update some ppl in our class....

Felica
break dance de this gal... hmm she looks so lian wor =x but than she really have the brains and also i think rite she can argue very well haha dunno y she dun like to eat de... hmm maybe juz another regular gal haha deit... wouder y gals think of their weight so much haha....

cui ying
this one same sec scool wif me haha the dai jie in our class or i think it is... i call her da jie lah but than ppl call her ah ma and stuff like tt and she dun mind haha hmm always tag team wif her when we suan ppl haha stay in bishan also so can go scool wif her haha... hard working wor she but than err.... dunno is she sometimes act blur or wad haha sometimes really blur sometimes not blur de lol

angez
CKPH de err... dunno i got the short rite or not =x but than another bishan scool haha this gal very good friend wif mai de haha and also sometimes really funny de... hmm dunno y sometimes chat wif her on msn she abit sot de lol anyway this gal also veery smart haha like alot smart ppl in my class wor...

evan
this one this one!!! call me xiew mai de haha my turn to get back to u wahahahaha revenge is sweet haha this one pentium 1 processer sometimes really slow de... not sometime i think i should say most of the time haha she somemroe very funny everytime make ppl laugh de also she really know how to tok wor... power pack haha

this class really scary all so style de all also got attitude de but than all also chong haha like so relax but all chong de really scary.... hope i can also make it baa ^^


-4:03 PM

really feel bad... ppl say sry to me i juz blast back and piss him off...... how bad can i get........?


-10:26 PM

i am so use to the feeling of being alone liao....... msn no one reply call ppl all not free.... hopeless helpless useless.... so use to this farking irriating feeling liao.... haha maybe i am juz another ppl tt is takeing up too much space on this earth haha i guess i should not think like this... need stay happy the word is HAPPY!!!!! ya.... happy.... maybe juz need to force out tt smile....


-10:04 PM

so sad lor today did not have my coffee bean mocha!!! sob sob.... ok ba coz today i took bus to scool coz cui ying say it is faster than takeing the mrt to scool so y not give it a try? need something fresh in life ba haha... and ya it really was fast!!!! lol

ok class was totally fun today haha was like shareing my lappy wif michelle coz her lappy had problem and was like she still have not get it back after 3 weeks.... so lucky yesterday luck my lappy not the same problem or i faint liao haha.... anyway as i was saying we were sharing lappy and i cannot compeletely use my msn in peace coz wadever i was typeing she will see!!!!!! hahahaha so lame wor.... haha

was doing trademark today.... so i am pround to say than my -smile* is under trademark wahahaha or at least i say it is under lol i still remember last sem was using -The EnD- lol now not useing it liao.... guess things have had to change and get replace ba.... lol anyway mai dun copy my trademark wahahaha ok i think i am toking crap here lol......

after scool went home.... and was accompany by wee xiong haha coz he wanna go get back his shoe hahaha his shoe did not get into the competion.... i think the shoe would have a chance to win if he did not spoil the converse logo.... haha but than when we go there collect liao we saw other works which i can tell u are really better than his work... i guess it was the main reason why he did not get in ba... but it was really a good try!!!

i did some deep thinking today... and i juz feel that.... in a way..... i consider much more of how ppl feel than how i feel.... is tt a good thing? haha guess all things hace their pros and cons.... i really hope i can smile everyday... but sometimes.... things juz dun get according to wad u plan ba.....


-10:11 PM

today was like so stupid!!! the whole day was stupid!!! go to scool than com lag like siao than after tt the whole com juz screwed up!!! what the hell it really is stupid lor than i go all the way to jurong to repair it by mrt and go back scool by taxi!!! broke liao lor haha....but than all well end well haha smile ba haha hmm.... i think rite i really gonna love myself more... dunno that ppl really care for me so much.... i guess.... it was a moment of impulse ba... i really hope this will not happen again... haha

saw this very cool artical about this puzzle game on today today haha as in the today newspaper haha it is like 81 square and u cannot have number repeating in both horizontal and vertical row if i am not wrong it is call soduko or something like tt haha really wanna paly it or rather get something to kill my time

hmm now haveing cold war wif my parents haha dun really wanna tok to them... there is nothing to tok and by toking now.... sure get into a row again lor... dunno how parents think de.... lol i guess they are juz over protective and wif their sutra they are super irriateing!!! i dunno when i will tok to them again but than... haha crap it i dun care haha

really wanted to tok to lei yesterday... last time use to tok to him when i am totally depress total down... i guess he is juz busy ba haha ya... everyone busy now... but i dunno y some can spend time while other cannot.... maybe it all sum down to time management ba.... but i really feel like toking to him.... hope can tok to him soon? haha 2 weeks never really tok to him liao hahaha

hmm tml UT.... as usual... never study haha duno wad is coming out so not going to study for it ba... coz until now i dunno wif last sem work is coming out or not... so was like searching for all my songs back!!! so hard find some song.... really regret not making a back up....

i guess right now i have somethings i wanna do....
1) tok to lei
2) get all my para songs back
3) get a sudoku book
4) get coffee bean mocha
5) get my naruto guide book
6) get a black lipstick <-- really wanna try get this black white goth look
7) get a new game to play
8) get more slp!!!!
9) see kiddy grade the anime!!!!!

haha abit lame ba... my 9 request lol but than abit fun like tt... haha really wanna try this goth black white look on myself... maybe try make myself beng ba... not really sure wad i wan now but than think it over the week end haha coffee bean mocha i think i will get it before my scool tml ba.... i hope i can get it.... lol anyway time to slp liao haha hope i really can get some of this things done hahaha -smile*


-9:39 PM

juz cut myself.... dunno y... maybe coz after cut myself i dun really feel so hurt ba... juz now quarrel wif my parents.... than was like so angry lor... will not tell the details ba... but than.... dunno ba was really hurt ba.... so decided to cut myself.... was not the first time ba.... i guess it always works.... dun ask me why.... juz.... i juz dunno how to say..... maybe i should not make it so public ba....


-8:34 PM

today doing basic science which is science that is not so basic... i wounder why they call it basic science.... haha electronegativity i finally noe what is it today... i has got to do wif the atom to attract electrons in a covalent bond. ok ok we are not here to tok about basic science haha

hmm.... something happen today that spoil my whole day... really it really spoil my whole day.... hmm not really going to give any details ba... something for me to noe and for u all to find out :p

i dunno why it has been so lately that no one is replying me or should i say toking ot me on msn ba... i dun like this feeling wor.... it is like... i am trying to tok to u but u are not trying to listen ba... ya.... find myself chating lesser and lesser wif ppl around me... ppl like mao lei mun TL... ppl that are once close to me ba.... i really hate this feeling.... but than wif or wifout them life is still going to carry on rite? haha -_smile* hehe juz like the simle thing haha need to say happy....

tml another new day to look forward to .... dun really think i wanna go to scool feel like taking a break tml... but than i guess i have to carry my ass to scool....

have had a chat juz now wif shang wor... he now at aus there studying... hmm really miss him my judo captain last time in my sec scool really good judo player.... and one of my best pals... i guess everyone is busy ba.... anyway he is going back to malayasia next year to do his NS lol and he dunno how to speak malay really wish him all the best haha was laughing my head off when he tell me he have to do ns next yr and he dun never noe the langue there !!

i guess this is part of life ba ppl that are once close to u are geting further and further from u.... maybe it is if u wanna hold on to them or u juz wanna let them go.... however it is a 2 way thing... even if i wanna ppl that are close to me to stay and they dun wan.... there is nothing more i can do ba at least i try my best..... ^^ -_smile*


-1:02 PM

so happy wor today.... got back my basic science grade!!!! lol hmm my first A for this sem
teacher comment on me :

"Despite your "don't care" look and comments, you have displayed good understanding in the topic. Excellent RJ."

wahaha so happy think for once i really like science!!!

for some reason need to thx my zac kor dun ask why it is a boy thing =x haha

hmm life have been great ba juz stay happy and people around you will also be happy ^^
ya sometimes when u are sad u make ppl around u sad without you noticing it.... in a way... try to be happy ba.... really have been enjoying life after i look on the brighter side of life.... ya grace i think you are rite there is a brighter side of life ^^ anyway to all smile and the whole world will smile wif u ^^ -smile*


-5:47 PM

going to meet tl liao coz going renai bbq today haha so happy....
hmm.... hope later no one gets into the water wor.....
will have a nice time ^^ when come home than blog again
lah lah lah
cya guys!!!


-7:29 PM

first time make skin!!! haha so happy finally make my skin liao hmm i will say not bad ba... at least better than takeing from later ppl skin.... if i were to rate i will give it a 7 out of 10 ba ^^


-1:37 PM

juz thinkng... was is a world wif out me.....?
i dun even noe if my existence is important or not....
hope i have an answer to it soon.....
haha


-3:45 PM

i juz have this feeling that i everything i once had now will all be erase.....
i really hate feeling wor....
this is so stupid....
i cant help but think like tt...
maybe coz so much things have happen this days....
suddenly so close yet.... juz a moment later... like strangers liao.... i really dun hope anyone will be erase ba... but than have we really go on like tt?
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i really hate to think of this day that will come but than... it is coming too soon liao.....
juz hope that i will wake up and this is all a dream.... runing from reality.... dunno ba.....


-9:26 PM

juz got dump....
cannot really say dump ba...
have not even stated how to get dump....
dunno wad to say now....
i dunno wad i did wrong wor....
she juz dun wan me i guess....
or maybe i dun wan her ba.....
think maybe it is better this way....
at least we have not even started.....
in a way i think i prefer to have a long relation ba....
i dunno if that is an excuse or not...
i juz went after her and now....
haha dunno really wad to say now...
in a total lost....
end liao ba.....
dun really wanna tok about it now....
haha juz laugh it off ba....


-8:57 PM

new class new ppl haha hmm how to start..... i guess i start wif some of the ppl that give methe impression ba

no1.)Li Sha
hmm this gal is really hard working.... the chong type can tell that she really wanna do her best dunno this ask this dunno that ask that and the fact that she noe most of her things.... it is juz scary!!!!!

no2.)Nick
this gay ass is really a power crapper can crap his way pass anything wor haha hmm the best looking guy in class? lol also he really socailable first leasson "hello wad is ur name?" haha really high de.... guess he is my next suan target really good to tok cock wif him.... lol but than i got to say he is more of the chonging type.....

no3.)Zorr
this guy from other country de... forget which one liao better not anyhow write..... hmm.... he really chong..... one thing about him is that he is they team questioning that time he ca give any questions!!!! shoot ppl power de haha but than got to say he have this funny slang haha hope i get use to?? lol

no4.)Marianah

this gal dunno wad her problem always in my team sure wanna argue wif me de haha jk only lah... hmm but than she is really productive... if u noe wad i mean ba.... can really do the work and is the chong type....

no5)Mai

mai!!!1 this gal really my type of friend haha the tok cock crap here crap there type!!! wahahaha no ws can use her liao ops :X

dunno y this class so many chong de.... i slacker inc how? haiz.... but than this class really rox.... not saying my last class did not rox lah.... i still miss my old class wor... my old gang and my old faci.... really miss them.... grace dun say i noe heart hor haha later sure say i like my class coz got more gal hmm... so the only thing i can say is.... u not gal ar? hahaha anyway..... errr tml update again? haha

-3:29 PM

this song is utada hikaru song colours!!!! very nice song ~~ juz started listening to it haha but than the lyrics also nice hmm enjoy? haha

The mirror that reveals my dreams
Raises my spirits unnoticed

When it's said "it's possible to go anywhere,"
My fragmented wishes are marked entirely in gray

The swaying flames paint my dreams tonight
The tip of your brush isn't dried up?

The blue sky can be seen if you open your blue umbrella
That isn't good? The canvas is yours
I'll abandon time as I hold a white flag overhead
In order for deep red to invite the matador now

Colors fade under a flourescent lamp
On the black and white of the chessboard, we met by chance

The time we lost our way, we nestled close
Do you recall that month?

Watching the orange colors of the setting sun with you was wonderful
Your mouth was an origin of catastrophe
Black clothes are only worn when praying for the deceased
The mark of rouge leaves behind deep red purposely

In myself, I see no dreams, like unpainted pictures
How many times must I fill this canvas?
I'll abandon time as I hold a white flag overhead
I am your unknown color now


-3:13 PM

ahhhhhh school so busy!!!! dunno y sem 2 so busy de haha no time update!!!! will find sometime ba sain lah go home slp slp go scool now abit no life liao haha stupid scool so busy de.... somemore my class now.... so power de all chong de.... haiz sad lah hahaha


-9:57 PM

hmm today change msn nick dunno wad happen wor juz suddenly change my nick lor i juz add in the i.dun.give.a.shit and the aLone part wor....
grace ask me y i change it to tt than i start thinking....
alot of things really sux in this world.... dun wan say only however somethings when u dun give a shit about it u dun feel that it exisited than there is nothing u will feel the more u care the more u feel hurt ba....
juz feel tt ppl err dunno lah i guess ppl around me are starting to get busy and busy.... everyone now have something to do.... ppl have better things to do than to im ba.... find this wanna chat busy find tt wanna chat afk find the other one slping.... abit sick ba... haha i dun think i will be toking to ppl liao wait for ppl to tok to me....
unless i am really sure that they not afk or busy ..... haha
ppl like lei can go die liao find me coz i will never find u de always chat busy busy busy.... haiz sick lah stupid ppl msn dun come wif the status mode for nothing wor... plz learn how to use it haha
mei.... exam cannot chat haha really wanna chat wif u.... but than.... u need study lah....
the rest err abit unsure ba


-7:55 AM

die die new sem haiz.... now i my class sain lah haha 4 ppl only including me..... today doing basic science which i dun think it is tt basic haha anyway today wad ever things not happy juz laugh it off ba.... haha dunno which faci i will have wor... hope not mita and low chin han.... haha
mita is good... but errr i dunno if i have a good impression wif her last sem pon ur class at her face... dun really few tt good ba... and err low chin han... did not go his last class also wor.... sad lah haha juz hope not tt 2 faci ba.... lol dunno how my class will be today wor.... hope not a anti social and co haha today really need reply on msn alot coz err.... i dunno if i will tok much in class or not wor... hope not so anti today ba haha err.... after class i blog again tok about my new class ba..... haha

oh ya... to think about it i think i dun give a darm to my last post wor... haha good luk? and laugh it off.... lol


-9:27 PM

there really is so many things in this world that i dun care liao.... not tt i dun wan to care but for now, i dun give a damn liao.... really hate it sometimes when u try to tok to someone but they are always not there..... for this some ppl i hope they at least try to tok to me ba.... anyway msn already dun care liao i dun think they will come to the blog haha.....

hmm this few days abit high and sot wor.... haha now i think i crazy over utada hikaru really great singer!!!! love her..... but than i love zi ling more hehe too bad her exam wanna come already.... and i did not really make an effort to spend time wif her.... but than least we sms each other ba.... love her wor.... but than she juz my mei ba...

tml wanna start new sem liao dun really think i will have time for her ba... but i will try make time for her de.... anyway so envy ppl wor... all got friend in their class sob.... no one i noe in my new class wor... sain until dunno where.... haha dunno if i will be in torch wif my other friends when scool reopen.... i think i really muz make an effort everything it is best to make an effort.... even if like some ppl u pm them they will not reply but at least i think i put in an effort ba it is the effort that counts ba juz hope tt some ppl will learn how to start a conversation.... haha

anyway juz so happy tt i pass everything for last sem wor.... tot tt i will fail something... haha but i did not pass tt well

basic science b+
computing B+
communicaton B+
eterprise C
problem solveing B

haha not too good but at least i pass ba.... hehe anyway err.... hope i do better next sem will work hard wor.... hope u guys also work hard too!!!!
i dunno y but i juz find tt i write a very good post today haha anyway to all my friends good luk and to tt person err..... plz pm me when u not busy... i really give up wor..... so now i really dun care liao


-11:03 AM

zi ling dun say i not good hor!!!! si mei haha anyway this is ur rain mtv ba dunno y u wan me post it on my blog haha anyway good luk wif ur exam wor.... study hard !!!!! love u wor

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