T e a r s
Sunday, August 28, 2005
-12:21 PM
the worst thing that can happen to anyone is to be lonely,alone kept in the darkness..... this kind of dispair..... this is not one feeling that i can take..... yes to be kept lonely is my greatest fear.....
Saturday, August 27, 2005
-10:27 AM
Without deep reflection one knows from daily life that one exists for other people......
and to know that i am lonely.....
Friday, August 26, 2005
-1:57 PM
-no one love me than me loveing myself-
-in love wif myself-
-if people dun care about u than why care about them?-
-when u tok to people than the dun reply than why reply when they tok to u?-
Thursday, August 25, 2005
-8:27 PM
if u dun care than y should i care?
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
-9:47 AM
i hate freeloaders!!!!!!!!
fark off to all freeloaders
one day it will be pay back time
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
-10:58 AM
“Intellectual empathy is an awareness of the need to imaginatively put oneself in the place of others so as to genuinely understand them. To have intellectual empathy is to be able to accurately reconstruct the viewpoints and reasoning of others and tot reason from premises, assumptions and ideas other than one’s own.”
Very often, we think only of our own opinions and perspectives and are unable to understand those of others around us. We do not want to consider the issues, problems and questions from a viewpoint that is different from our own that may sometimes even cause us to change our perspective.
We need to be able to make fair judgements in order to acquire accurate knowledge. We have to learn how to look at the perspectives of others so as to be able to judge their ideas fairly. Thinking within the viewpoints of others is not easy – but quite necessary when trying to make decisions that affect others. We have to identify the people affected and then go on to look at their points of view and possibly why they think in such a way. Only then can we begin to think in their shoes and then try to make a decision that would be as close to what they would make as possible. A fairer judgement would thus be possible.
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
-12:04 PM
after waiting so long!!!! wahahaha today the last day wanna wait 12 o clock today liao wahahaha so happy hahaha lame lame lame
feel so moody today... dunno y..... maybe juz feel tt i have become to selfish liao.... really pis tt someone is always busy always away always.... not there lah..... it is like i wan tok also cannot... feel so piss lor haiz but than i reflect on myself i really feel tt i have become too selfish coz... wad that person doing is not playing or wad but is doing work... really feel so selfish now... the more i tok to that person the more i feel yself being selfish.... i mean juz to find someone to tok juz to satisfy myself i have piss become so selfish......... really so selfish....
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
-10:20 AM
wad a boring day...... super sain today.... wanna go home liao pon scool again ba....
Monday, August 15, 2005
-8:02 AM
maybe i should change the way i do things.....
be less selfish be less self centered.....
always think that the way i do things is always "right"
i think i should change tt......
what i think is right may not always be right...
to noe that i have piss so many ppl wif this way of doing things....
i always say i am not going to change myself but......
is people around me shapeing me or is it me that shape myself......
i really dunno....
this i am always right attitude muz go.....
no more in music factory liao..... dance wif out me ba... love u all
the point breaker is no longer moving ..... really not planing to para again ba....
Sunday, August 14, 2005
-9:38 PM
juz a misunderstanding......
Saturday, August 13, 2005
-10:33 PM
if u dare juz bring it on....
dun behind stab stab stab stab i noe also wanna stab dun so lame lor.... tt all i can say for some backstabing farkers
no mood now
Friday, August 12, 2005
-4:18 PM
6 more days!!!!!!!! so happy less than one week XD
Thursday, August 11, 2005
-3:47 PM
long time never post song liao hehe this is ayumi song call Fly high
Forever unable to leave this place
Only because here there's a scenery that i'm familiar with
If one day i were to return here again
Using the same eyes to gaze at the same sky
Will i still feel that it is just as beautiful ?
Maybe i am thinking too much
i should go sleep and talk about it tomorrow
The step that is unable to be taken because of cowardice
As time goes by
Unconsciouly it becomes a long road
It feels like everything is too late
Slowly , i realise that the place i am in now is not too
bad either
i found myself a few good excuses
To tell the truth , i have never understood
but i acted like i knew everything
Forever unable to leave this place
Only because here there's a scenery that i'm familiar with
All the feelings are so small it's not worth mentioning
It seems like it is just a slight brush
or maybe it is because the sky that you see when you raise
your head is too wide and endless
or maybe it is because i wish to stay by your side
even though it cannot be anymore clear in my head
but those strangers who brush by your shoulder
sare still making me to look back with envy
Longing for something that you don't have
how long do you want to continue wishing for it ?
When i begin to understand that feeling like this
started from the time i met you .
Everything is in these pair of hands
Dreams cannot just be thrown here
Everything is in these pair of hands
Denying the pre-arranged future
Everything is in these pair of hands
If there is not action , how can there be movement ?
Everything is in these pair of hands
If you dont take the first step , how can there be a
beginning ?
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
-9:38 AM
am i toking rubbish all this while ?
maybe i am not going to do wad i always do....
maybe i will juz go on wif wad i call a normal life....
maybe i will juz change myself...
maybe others will accept me....
maybe quit this rubbish
maybe stop craping
maybe stop disturbing ppl
maybe stop ro....
maybe get a dye
this are all "maybe"
wad can i do....
will i juz follow some of this maybe...
or should i stick to being myself?
do others see me as i see myself?
or do i see myself as others see me?
not really sure now....
stop disturbing ppl?
stop ro?
stop craping?
stop toking rubbish?
if i stop all this will i be me?
i can change everything but not myself..... so ya why bother?
for love?
for friends?
for family?
for myself??
haha think i am toking rubbish and crap again....
8 more days....
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
-10:54 PM
went out wif one of my "best" friend yesterday.... my closest friend to me.... i have feeling for her but than i dun dare to tell her.... she have juz found herself someone... i really dunno wad to do... do i juz let this chance pass by or do i risk telling her the 3 words.... is it o hard to tell someone espically ur closest friend thant u love her?..... if u see someone u look happy will u be happy? or will u be hurt and happy.... do i rather risk telling her or do i still wan to keep this relation wif her as best friend? really so scared to tell her... i love you is it really tt hard to tell?
-10:33 AM
haiz this few days lazy blog coz keep going out and also slp lor haiz haha..... tonite muz blog lol omg i also realise i keep haiz omg omg die die cannot haiz anymore..... haiz :X think tonite i will blog my pass 2 days event ba... lol so sucky lor... or now i post my sun event ba....
sun went out wif my mei as usual went window shoping Zzzz haha juz realise that i have not been going out wif her... ro-ing the whole day... never really go out wif her liao.... dunno y suddenly so close wif her... feel so bad tt i cannot spend time wif her.... oh well..... juz need go out wif her more ba...
haha sun kor birthday haha give him one somkie and .... play db haha so fun play like wad 200 than after tt kard and hazel join us wah even more song!!! haha than after tt play not enough we go buy 600 more lol really play like siao haha i think everyone have a good time ba....
hehe later come back than blog again meeting tl go eat.... breakfast... no no now so late liao haha cya ba lol
Sunday, August 07, 2005
-5:26 PM
was not really in the mood yesterday... dunno wad my parents did also but was really angry wif them... did not play my lappy after tt... haha abit lame ba.... did not go WoE also..... dunno ba.... was so piss off by them... i think it is not them it is my dad only... haiz... think need cool down ba....
anyway need say happy birthday to lei haha today his birthday lah lah lah haha happy birthday lah lah happy 19 lah lah haha i abit sot today slp so long also wake up liao than go back slp...abit sot ba... like pig liao...haha....
later than blog ba... hope i dun too lazy ba...
Saturday, August 06, 2005
-4:35 PM
i hate my parents they really sux stupid ppl.....
ask them go die lah hor.....
very time find fault wif me... can find fault wif me over any small little things....
they really sux
i do wad they also not happy wan
everytime wan things to be done in their way fark lor even wif their way of doing things is wrong....
fark lah hor......
stupid ppl.....
go die.....
wad is wrong wif playing games....
even god need a rest lor
cannot be i study 24 hr wan lor
crap ppl wan me study study....
cannot play ar
see their face i sain already lor
they wan say wad i noe already lor
wad "everyday play game play play play" o lvls no good still play
wtf lah.... cannot play issit
go die lah
stupid parents.... i go out play lan liao lah stay at home also so unhappy fark this stupid place....
Thursday, August 04, 2005
-12:54 PM
What is life.... Cup or water?
>>>A group of working adults got together to visit their University lecturer.
>The Lecturer was happy to see them. Conversation soon turned into
>complaints about stress in work and life.
>>The Lecturer just smiled and went to the kitchen to get an assortment of
>cups - some porcelain, some in plastic, some in glass, some plain looking
>and some looked rather expensive and exquisite.
>>The Lecturer offered his former students the cups to get drinks for
>themselves.
>>When all the students had a cup in hand with water, the Lecturer spoke:
>"If you noticed, all the nice looking, expensive cups were taken up,
>leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is normal that you only
>want the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and
>stress. What all you wanted was water, not the cup, but we unconsciously
>went for the better cups."
>>"Just like in life, if Life is Water, then the jobs, money and position in
>society are the cups. They are just tools to hold/maintain Life, but the
>quality of Life doesn't change."
>>"If we only concentrate on the cup, we won't have time to enjoy/taste the
>water in it."
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
-10:11 PM
science today was ok.... not tt bad i think overall for science today we juz need understand really.. mita is really good but than she explain until all blur haha but she really is good... as a teacher she really explain until u noe!!
got backstab today... dun wanna say who stab me but than tt person really sux.... tok things behind my back than tell ppl things that i never say before.... had so many misunderstanding to clear now...
anyway i today play RO so fun hehe really enjoy the game... but really was in a sucky mood today haiz...... juz need relax ba.... blue got here char here today and her bro char here also so i can use loki liao haha so fun
really was a little piss today lah hor.... my guild say wan go pvp than ok lor go lor go waiting room than ask which room no one reply.... ask so many times also no one reply... Zzz go die ba really lor haiz dun like waiting for ppl..... wad ever why get angry over a game... i guess it is my backstab part tt spoil my whole day ba....
tml vb... hope easy problem ba... dun wan kill too much brain cells haha wanna slp liao lah.... nite nite
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
-7:32 PM
today so sain haiz.... sain until cannot sain tt type.... haha come home tt time the bus break down Zzz need change a bus stupid really stupid waste so much time.... lol
haiz really sick of my parents.... really they have this "i wanna control u " attitude i dunno if this is my parents or all parents are doing the same.... really sick of this feel..... like so lock up..... everything they also wan control... plz i am not this 6 years old kid that they once have.....
they alwayss feel that wad they do is "for ur own good" but than they cannot juz look from the eyes of a teenager.... really hate them always buy things that i dun wan and the things i wan.... they never really buy it.... i wan hamster they buy me fish i wan comic they buy me books.... dunno wad they really thinking.....
oh well there is no one perfect family out there.... maybe this is juz growing up.... maybe this post is juz my words at this moment when i am "angry".... i really dunno but i think i muz live happily really coz life is so short (i wish it was shorter.... really) juz have to treasure the people around us ba......
-2:23 PM
i think i need do a good blog liao dunno why juz find myself doing some crappy work this few days.... i think alot of ppl out there few tt i have done crappy work anyway haha....got to get myself to write something good tonite hahaha
Monday, August 01, 2005
-3:43 PM
wah i so happy now haha juz lead by myself how to do the link thing wahahhaa really so happy haiz no one teach me lor haha i juz crazy really haha i go home first ba hahahahahaha i siao liao
<<<<< see my link wahhaha
-11:26 AM
wah today so sain
lei go scool haiz so sain no one chat......
mao i think she also busy ba....
really a boring day today......
lol ok ba.... not really bad ba... my team really got life one haha...... dunnno lah now i think dap and wee xiong waiting for me haha toking to justyn wahahhaa make the wait ba going lunch go eat first ba later than blog
