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Friday, April 27, 2007
-8:23 AM
i hate it when my internet is down, there is so mani things that i need to do T.T
hate it hate it hate it.
on another note.... may is coming!!! which means st fest and cosfest are coming soon... i am so not happy bout it..
things i need now would be...
food
money
music
anime
and last but not least sleep!!!!
class starting soon so until another time BB!!
Friday, April 20, 2007
-3:49 PM
sometimes i really wish that it does not matter anymore but....
i just cant help but keep thinking of it.
why am i getting jealous,
getting jealous of the wrong things
it is just tearing me from the inside.
i really wish that it does not matter anymore...
i hold my head up but i still feel low.
i still think of you.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
-11:35 AM
sometimes i really question my interest.
do i really like them?
or are they there because people around me like them?
am i just trying to fake it?
what do i really like?
where can i find the "me"?
Sunday, April 15, 2007
-12:36 AM
i cant wait for tml dinner!! cant wait cant wait!!! pic spam coming soon !!! XD
ok monday scool is gonna start.. i will miss my holidays... T.T
Monday, April 09, 2007
-11:30 PM
“Teenagers are narcissistic. They have a deep-seated desire to be socially acceptable. There's a lot of elation when kids feel they're part of the crowd. And all this is happening anonymously, behind a screen and a keyboard. Online, they are appreciated, admired, flirted with – If your life isn't so good, somewhere online it's better.” ~ Catherine Butler quote
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-2:12 AM
"We all live with the objective of being happy; our lives are all different and yet the same." - Anne Frank
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-12:51 AM
Ok i just got back from my long day outside....
Went back to school today to finish up some stuff, was suppose to meet and 10, i tot i was late but in the end, the organiser was late herself *roll eyes* We
did work were there from like 10 to 4 like that, it was totally horrible, just thinking of going back for school on week ends sux... to add to that i was easter day... i should be at home eating easter eggs T.T
after that meet up with vanda, and went to get usagi something for this birthday. I saw something i
really really wanted!! too bad money is now a problem... or i would have got it... after that tj join us and we went over to funan , i drop over to visit jan and the other 2 went walking around, *i dun like being light bulb*
meet up again and than walk over to meet usagi for a small gathering, dine at this place which i forgot... all i remember it was this shop which sells fish and chips. Not a bad place to dine at, and i was totally full, because i had mac before the dinner and the dinner was huge, not really huge but it just seems huge after u eat something.
i just realise that i have like 9 cosplays on hand? i am totally dead... i should really drop some....
-12:38 AM
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just listen to kagrra's shizuku, i am a bad fan, i know... track listing,
- Utakata (うたかた)
- Sayounara (さようなら)
- Kaze (風)
- Ishin (維新)
- Hakai (破戒)
- Sadame no Ito (運命の糸)
- 'Sakebi' (「叫び」)
- Kazunda Fuyu no Mukou ni... (霞んだ冬の向こうに、、、)
- Shizuku (雫)
Songs to look out for,
utakata
sayounara
Kazunda Fuyu no Mukou ni...
Saturday, April 07, 2007
-10:12 PM
Because this is just so cute!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=epUk3T2Kfno
do watch for the love of holding hands xD
-1:42 PM
An Cafe:Bonds -Kizuna- translation
Count on your fingers the things that are truly important and needed 1.2.3.4
In the end, the important things are few Whats left is generally unneeded trimmings
People hurt and are hurt You recognize the first time you've been hurt, right
As long as the long silence continues, you'll still be afraid of being alone
Someone who can't even protect the bonds they hae tied is a powerless and monotonous living being
Without succumbing to the cold Ahead of the warmth I'm searching for is only you
I don't want to imagine the truth of being unable to talk or meet with you
Even if the sea of stars opening wide across my shut eyelids were to gently disappear
Even if we were to fight and be pulled around Its not like the relationship of a magnet's north and south poles
There is no freshness but a calm entwined thread doesn't have any resistance
Let's stop doing the most uncool thing of not stepping in after we have made up our minds
I don't need you to understand, just sympathize with me Because I'm bad at putting a price onto words
If its you who knows true kindness, come and undo my pain
In this distance where we're breathing the same air I believe that theres only answer
Ah Undoing a bond Can be unexpectedly simple
Ah Its unexpectedly hard to tie a bond that has come apart
Let's stop doing the most uncool thing of not stepping in after we have made up our minds
I don't need you to understand, just sympathize with me Because I'm bad at putting a price onto words
If its you who knows true kindness, come and undo my pain
The sea of stars opening wide across my shut eyelids will overflow outside of the wharf
-10:27 AM
because i did not want to go to work....
You love to get pampered, take lots of naps, and eat mashed bananas. Okay, we’re only speculating on the mashed bananas.
And really, there's nothing wrong with that stuff. You love to be comfortable and close to the people you love. That stuff's all great! Just be sure to change your diaper every once in a while.
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Thursday, April 05, 2007
-11:09 PM
Ok i will be making a kagrra skin soon.
the alice nine skin looks too gay for me..
i am kind of sad now... so mani drama happening recently...
yes maybe i will just contribute more to the drama soon...
but seriously i cant make up my mind... it is easy to put things together... but it is hard to put it in action. yes i fear alot. but what can i do? maybe i should just give up ya?
-9:43 AM
I am too ugly to cosplay L.
L needs a better cosplayer to do that.
maybe that is why i need longer hair, so that i can cover my whole face ya?
Yes i will not cosplay L any longer.
